ReginaGeorge
October 17th, 2012, 08:00 AM
I really do want to reach out now, which I've never wanted to do before, even when I feel okay (thank you Virtual Teen) I can still admit there's a problem.
There are two problems though:
1) I'm afraid, and don't know how.
2) Even if I fix the first problem, Mum doesn't need a depressed kid on her plate right now. Her mum (my nan) has a mental disease progressing very rapidly, and her work is getting shut down in a few months (we have other income, money's not a problem).
I don't want to just talk to my friends either, because I know they'll either go over the top, or not at all, and I don't really want them to know anyway (not that I have any real friends).
I just want someone who can actually do something or at least understand.
I don't remember the point I was trying to make :confused: , but any input is appreciated.
There are two problems though:
1) I'm afraid, and don't know how.
2) Even if I fix the first problem, Mum doesn't need a depressed kid on her plate right now. Her mum (my nan) has a mental disease progressing very rapidly, and her work is getting shut down in a few months (we have other income, money's not a problem).
I don't want to just talk to my friends either, because I know they'll either go over the top, or not at all, and I don't really want them to know anyway (not that I have any real friends).
I just want someone who can actually do something or at least understand.
I don't remember the point I was trying to make :confused: , but any input is appreciated.