y dont they understand

[that-god-chick]

for this whole year everyone i know but mostly my older friends have been telling me i need help and im depressed and need to go see a doctor, but i dont want to im fine im in controll and i can handle it... why cant they understand this they keep getting angry at me for not wanting to go, but i dont need to...

[Mortal Coil]

You may not want to go, but your friends are right. Chloe, you're suicidal. You don't want doctors, pills or institutionalization (and nobody can blame you for that) but you do want to be saved. Neither of those two is guaranteed, but the second is a hell of a lot more likely if you see a doctor, and they won't lock you up on the spot, so really this could help you so much. Please, see someone. You're worth it.

[that-god-chick]

none of them know that im thinking about suicide and its best they dont know... whats the point in going to a doctor my mum wont let me go on medication or go to a counsellor or anything elase for that matter... anyway like i said im in controll and can handle it...

[West Coast Sheriff]

none of them know that im thinking about suicide and its best they dont know... whats the point in going to a doctor my mum wont let me go on medication or go to a counsellor or anything elase for that matter... anyway like i said im in controll and can handle it...

I really think your friends and Alex is right. You ate depressed and you need help. Maybe explain to your mother. And if a doctor says you need meds, then ymaybe your mom'l listen to him.

[Mortal Coil]

if a doctor says you need meds, then ymaybe your mom'l listen to him.

Or her ;)
If your friends think you need help without knowing you're suicidal then you definitely should get help. Even if it's just to be able to rant for an hour a week (it actually does help, and that's coming from a fellow fuck up.)

[rachin2u42]

usually people who care for you are right in this situation

[that-god-chick]

iv tired to explian to my mum in the past when i went like a yr ago, but she wont let me becasue to many people get addicted to the meds... im fine they just dont think that coz they know i cut but i am fine, y wont anyone believe me