Random suicidal and cutting thoughts

[XxAssasiNxX]

So lately my life has been good in a way with no dramas in the family or anything. But recently life has started to get boring and there's just nothing happening in my life that excites me. But that's a completly different subject. So I've been having these....um suicidal thoughts and thoughts about cutting etc etc. it's getting really annoying now my brain is being a scumbag. Had this happend to anybody else where they just have these random thoughts?

note: I didint really know where to put it so I put it in because its kind of depressing me..

[Freiheit]

yeah, it happens to me quite a lot. I tend to seek trouble when there is no trouble. It's kinda like an addiction. For me, I use to play chance when it comes to cutting. I'd cut across my throat really fast to see if I'll hit an artery. I'd be scared in a way, but the adrenaline in a way was worth it.