SpasticatedPengiun
October 12th, 2012, 03:20 AM
Hey all!
So recently I moved to a new school and area and from the first moment there was this girl (who is clearly out of my league) who seemed to be very nice to me, Im not sure if it was the way I looked or something but I just decided to ignore it, but for the past few days every time she walks past me or we see each other she gives me this warm smile the sort of smile that makes you smile for the whole day, I know I have a crush on her as I can feel it, yet I hate the feeling -.- I do like her and I do want to be with her but every time Im near her my heart just goes insane and its like getting stage fright but only in front of 1 person. In fact I do not want a girlfriend right now as I promised my self that at 16 I will put my education in front of everything else (except family of course), but every time I see her I cant stop thinking about her and I can't do any of the things I was tasked to do.I doubt we will be together (I will ask her out eventually) but what I want to get rid of is that stress, I know that the answer may seem simple but we see each other in the school quite often, even just as a coincidence. So if anyone could tell me how to temporary forget her or get rid of that feeling I would appreciate it.
PS. Before anyone says that I should be happy, I do want to be but like I said before I would prefer having good grades at the moment than a relationship.
So recently I moved to a new school and area and from the first moment there was this girl (who is clearly out of my league) who seemed to be very nice to me, Im not sure if it was the way I looked or something but I just decided to ignore it, but for the past few days every time she walks past me or we see each other she gives me this warm smile the sort of smile that makes you smile for the whole day, I know I have a crush on her as I can feel it, yet I hate the feeling -.- I do like her and I do want to be with her but every time Im near her my heart just goes insane and its like getting stage fright but only in front of 1 person. In fact I do not want a girlfriend right now as I promised my self that at 16 I will put my education in front of everything else (except family of course), but every time I see her I cant stop thinking about her and I can't do any of the things I was tasked to do.I doubt we will be together (I will ask her out eventually) but what I want to get rid of is that stress, I know that the answer may seem simple but we see each other in the school quite often, even just as a coincidence. So if anyone could tell me how to temporary forget her or get rid of that feeling I would appreciate it.
PS. Before anyone says that I should be happy, I do want to be but like I said before I would prefer having good grades at the moment than a relationship.