this is is

[ackmedsgirl666]

so i finally go on an all out truth telling spree and tell my boyfriend all he needs to know about the hell i have put him through in the past 9 months. i told him about what happened when i cheated on him, who made it happen, what exactly happened and a bunch of other shit.

now he basically hates me. we live together and now he just texted his mom asking for 20 bucks so he can probably go home. i fucked up. for once im honest and tell the truth and now im really getting kicked in the ass for it.

i dont wana see my boyffriend leave. i love him but i guess i dont deserve to even say i love him anymore. i dont wanna hurt anymore. i just dont know what to do and i know if he leaves ima end up cutting again :'(

what can i do. why do i feel so horrible for what i told him. is there anyway i can change whats been done????

[redtukr]

you cant change what you've done but for the future u cant blame somebody else 4 y u cheated or wait almost a yr to tell the truth

[ackmedsgirl666]

yeah i guess your right

[Extreme586]

You did the right thing by telling him. Not only would the guilt have eaten you alive, but he has every right to know. You can't blame him for getting angry and wanting to leave, he cared about you and cheating on him put a lot of hurt in his heart. You did the right thing after you did something wrong, and now all you can do is wait and hope he will take you back. We all have to pay for our mistakes. Don't forget to learn from them. Also if you truly do love him and realize how wrong you were, make sure he knows you do and be as genuine about it as you can.

[ackmedsgirl666]

he stayed and he feels better now that everything is out in the open