Is anybody out there??

[Robby C.J. W]

This is the first time I've talked about this to anyone in a while, but the past couple of months I have been thinking about suicide and about how easy everyones life would be, I just don't know what to do, someone please help anyone please, as of late I've caught myself planning my own death and just the other day I had a friend walk into my room as I was just about to end my life. I hope someone on here will at least show me sympathy, or at least show that someone out there.

[heresravenclaw]

Please don't try to kill yourself. I had a friend a while ago and he was getting bullied a lot and I suppose he was doing what you are doing now. Thank goodness he didn't die because he had so much living ahead of him. I'm not sure why you are planning your death but keep in mind that everyone around you won't be the same without you. Hope this helped and made you reconsider.

[JollyBarton]

Please reconsider. I recently tried to end my life so I have an idea of what your mind is thinking. The experience and how a friend has helped me through and how my family reacted when they found the cut has really shocked me out of it. All I'm saying is that people care about you. No matter how much you think that their lives would be better, they love and care and want you to live. Try making their lives better by doing something that would help them during your life. You can do so much more if you are alive than if you're rotting in the ground. Just try to get through all the shit day by day. Ask someone for a hug. It might help.

[Robby C.J. W]

Well what about you jolly? Can I get a hug from you? No ones even around me right now, and u seem to know what I'm going through and that means a lot and irdc what ppl say but reading what you posted it seriously brought a tear to my eye and ravenclaw thanks for being there too bro.

[Extreme586]

The one thing that keeps me from suicide is the thought that, there's always going to be a new day. The most wonderful thing each of those new days has to offer, is surprise. Just today I said one word and made a cute boy who I have been starting to have a crush on lately laugh and smile.

As I was walking from my Spanish class today, I was running a little late and was on my way there trying to get inside. Everyone else had already gotten to class so it was just me on the paved path to the north part of the school. As I approached the reflective glass doors and out came another one of my crushes, cute kid who I've known for 4-5 years now who I think might even have a crush on me. He pretended to be busy looking at his iPod, what's funny is I couldn't see him through the glass but he could definitely see me coming. As soon as he passed my entire face lit up in a big smile, because I don't see him often anymore.

The POINT is that every day brings new surprises, and if there's anything in this world that is worth living, it's that.

Also if it helps, I keep a private blog to myself about every happy thing that happens to me at school that is really special to me and close to my heart. I haven't read any of my newer posts yet. That's what depression does, it makes you only want to think about the bad things in your life, and you want to block out every positive thing.

I suggest you start doing the same, even if you just write page after page of what's going on in your life. Just don't forget, there are going to be happy moments that you won't ever want to forget. Make sure you have a good way to remember them on a rainy day!

[West Coast Sheriff]

Robert, think of all the people around you, who'd be so sad if you killed yourself. And if you do it you can't take it back. Your life is valuable and what is depressing you noww, won't matter when your an adult,you'll have your own log and this'll b all gone. And if u ever need someone to talks I'm open.

[that94guy]

Been too depressed and now crying reading you guys posts. It's a long time since I last cry this seriously. So just want to say thank you, especially to JollyBarton.