I can't stand myself anymore.

[Noxail]

All this week has been awful.

I'm failing most of my classes

My boyfriend left me, told me I was immature and selfish, and won't look at me anymore.

I got my father arrested for domestic violence charges.

I fuck everything up, friendships, relationships, schoolwork, anything. I am an emotional mess, and I don't know what to do.

I know the breakup wasn't all my fault, but now all of my friends, and his friends are mad because he dumped me, and all I can do I sit there and blame myself, over and over and over. I gave him everything I had, and I tried so, so hard to make him happy, but I never even saw him smile.

What is the point in me living anymore? I'm useless to everyone. I just have to pick a date and I can just OD myself on sleeping meds. Someone please convince me I'm not a piece of dyslexic fucking trash. ~holli

[West Coast Sheriff]

You aren't the bad stuff you say you are. Your ex-boyfriend was the immature one and is the stupid one. He doesn't deserve a girl like you. I don't know too much about you but I know you take a lot of time in your posting and it really comes from the heart. All of your posts are thoroughly thought and deep minded, so I assume in things you do outside of VT are also great and you take a lot of time to put into things. And all of us VTers are here for you and if you need me I'm here to talk. But please know you are a wonderful person. Please stay strong

[Noxail]

You aren't the bad stuff you say you are. Your ex-boyfriend was the immature one and is the stupid one. He doesn't deserve a girl like you. I don't know too much about you but I know you take a lot of time in your posting and it really comes from the heart. All of your posts are thoroughly thought and deep minded, so I assume in things you do outside of VT are also great and you take a lot of time to put into things. And all of us VTers are here for you and if you need me I'm here to talk. But please know you are a wonderful person. Please stay strong

Thanks bro. I was pretty unstable last night, and I really feel better right now. My hamster is going to have eye surgery done tomorrow, so I can distract myself enough to keep the pain away.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Stay strong! If you ever need to talk, I'm here

[thesurferdude]

you didnt get your dad arrested he chose to do somehting wrong on his own

[nice]

Idk ou but from the post I've seen by you you seem like a very smart and loving person so please stay strong and if you ever need anyone I'm here for you.