Roller coaster

[xXoblivionXx]

I'm sick of this roller coaster. Up and down, up and down. I want to be stable, is that too much to ask for? I'm so tired of being happy when I know that it's temporary and that I'm just going to go back down. I want to just jump off. I need to jump off sooner or later. No one fucking likes this roller coaster, no one fucking likes me.

[Noirtier]

I'm sick of this roller coaster. Up and down, up and down. I want to be stable, is that too much to ask for? I'm so tired of being happy when I know that it's temporary and that I'm just going to go back down. I want to just jump off. I need to jump off sooner or later. No one fucking likes this roller coaster, no one fucking likes me.

Hun, I know how you feel. I know what it's like to be on that roller coaster--I've been on it so many times before. It sucks, and it's not easy to get off either. You have people here who, regardless of what you may say, DO like you for who you are--I like you for the person you are. And we're here to support you and pick you up when you fall, and we will always be here for you hun. We're here to help you off this "roller coaster," you just have to be willing to take that first step off into recovery. I'm always here to talk, and if you ever need anything, you know you can PM me and I'll be there to talk. :hug3:

[xXoblivionXx]

Hun, I know how you feel. I know what it's like to be on that roller coaster--I've been on it so many times before. It sucks, and it's not easy to get off either. You have people here who, regardless of what you may say, DO like you for who you are--I like you for the person you are. And we're here to support you and pick you up when you fall, and we will always be here for you hun. We're here to help you off this "roller coaster," you just have to be willing to take that first step off into recovery. I'm always here to talk, and if you ever need anything, you know you can PM me and I'll be there to talk. :hug3:
what is the first step?

[Noirtier]

I know that you don't want to, but you have to be willing to at least try seeing someone and telling a doctor about it. If it's so bad that it's causing migraines, then you need to tell a doctor how you feel. We will always be here to support you, but there are some things that we can't help you with, because we're not there in person. We love you and we want you to feel better, and a psychologist/psychiatrist can help you start down that road much better than we can. I know it's hard, and even a bit scary, but I think it's the first step that needs to be taken hun..

[xXoblivionXx]

I know that you don't want to, but you have to be willing to at least try seeing someone and telling a doctor about it. If it's so bad that it's causing migraines, then you need to tell a doctor how you feel. We will always be here to support you, but there are some things that we can't help you with, because we're not there in person. We love you and we want you to feel better, and a psychologist/psychiatrist can help you start down that road much better than we can. I know it's hard, and even a bit scary, but I think it's the first step that needs to be taken hun..

:( I can't do that Clint... could we PM?