I just don't know anymore

[IVIodern]

So, I told my mother that I am not going to school. (all this was in a pissed off-like voice) She got pissed and said stuff like "your after missing 5 days already" (not true). This was when I kinda started to cry then she asked me the reason why I wasn't going to school. Then I just said I was depressed. I kinda said "under my voice" that the world would be better without me. She is still pissed and said "WHAT" in the kinda "I don't care" voice. Then she went on to say that "All you ever do is stay in my room and don't go anywhere". This is true but I don't think that's the blame for it. Then I just went down to my room and cried more and thought about ways I can get out of it, the word "suicide" now haunts me.
She didn't say anything that will help at all.
I seriously think suicide is the best way out now.

[HalleyJ]

Your mother does sound like a bitch, but suicide is never an option! I recently lost a cousin to suicide and the whole family was affected. SUICIDE IS THE COWARDS WAY OUT, YOU NEED TO TAKE ON THE WORLD ONE STEP AT A TIME. Are you a coward?

[CyanideGoodnight]

I know you're thinking about it and it's hard to get your head out of these thoughts, but please don't do it. You can get out of it, trust me.

I used to think killing myself was the only way out. Thirty failed attempts later I felt like shit. Therapy saved my life, and three years later I'm doing things I never thought I'd be able to do and I'm actually at a point where I can say I'm actually kinda happy now... sure it gets hard sometimes. But with every horrible day you have a wonderful day around the corner.

I think you should ask your mother to take you to therapy. Suicide is NEVER the answer. Never.

People would miss you.

Please don't go! Please. You're stronger than that and you're worth more than the ground you walk on no matter what anyone says.

[IVIodern]

Suicide isn't the way out, I get that. But with my mother not understanding, that makes it bad.

Where do I go from here?

[ArsenicCatNip]

Sounds to me like symptoms of Clinical Depression(Not wanting to do anything, and generally depressed) Which is how I acted before getting treated(though I never wanted to kill myself and I couldn't skip school :P)