Do you ever think your the only one out there?

[Magnus Bane]

I always feel like im the only one in my whole entire school. I want to start a gay straight alliance at my school, but I feel like I shouldn't because I would look like and idiot. Then not to mention the bullying that will come after it. Some one help me please?

14 and gay

Proud of it.

Respond as soon as possible

[Mortal Coil]

Yeah, sometimes I feel like the only asexual in the world even though I know some from VT. I don't think starting a GSA at your school would make you look like an idiot. You could even make it underground, so that just the people who are LGBTQPandwhateverelsethereis, plus tolerant straight people, join.
You have my support :)
Also, I thought Ohio was one of the more tolerant states... at least the parts I've visited.

[Twilly F. Sniper]

Yeah, I feel like the only bisexual/experimenting pansexual around. Especially in my real life.
BI PRIDE!!! Its what keeps me going.

[Magnus Bane]

evil.angle thanks for the support. that was a really big boost of confidence just reading it. i am going to talk to my principle to start a GSA at my school. i will post back on Mon. or Wen to let you know how it goes.

[TaylrJ]

Yes. I've posted a poll similar to this topic before. Wanting to know what other people thought and if I was thinking the same things, since I am bi, and 15. I feel like the only guy who fantasizes over other guys, who crushes on them, and who tries to be in relationships with them. By that, I don't mean by coming out to them, I am out to NO ONE. Just by flirting and seeing how things go. Anyway, Yes. I know exactly what you mean. You think "We'll I CAN'T be the only one out of this whole school who is thinking these thoughts." I sometimes think the same and but then don't find it realistic that someone else is thinking them. I just feel alone sometimes.

But until very recently, I met someone. I suggest you do the same. I have wanted to be friends with him for a very long time. I had a feeling he was gay. I noticed him "hinting" towards other people that he was a while back. Then, the school year ended. I decided over the summer to improve my appearance, the way I acted, was more "open" about sexuality, became religious (sorta difficult being gay, lol), and was easier to get a long with. I didn't do this for him. But for myself, it was better for me. Once the school year started, people talked about how different I was. In a good way. I am now best friends with him and I am also in love with him. We spend so much time together. We laugh all the time, text each other, and hang out after school. I hope he feels the same about me. I really hope he does. We have such a strong relationship I know I can't be the only one thinking this. He has too, because this just seems more than a friendship. He has to be the same as me and I just keep holding on to that thought. Hopefully one day, we will be even closer and open about it to each other.

The reason I told you all this is and suggesting this to you is because it will make you more secure. You'll know someone loves you and you won't be so confused about all this. Just the feeling of having someone else there for you is great. And being there for them. Instead of an alliance, maybe just a relationship with someone else. I would defiantly start building up one with somebody if I was you. If you haven't already.

Btw, heres the poll if you wanna look at it:
http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=149707

[Magnus Bane]

taylrj thx 4 the advice but the thing is that in my school no one will talk to me every kid in my grade is skinny. and im well..... lets just say im the only
'aww hell na!!!" in the school. so im the reject kid. so thats kinda hard. And i know its going to be hard to start this GSA but it is worth a try. And it won't make me think middle school is a gr8 waste of time. and it helps to know that i finally got out and did something and fought for it. I mean yes i would like to have some kind of relationship with someone but no one is open in my school. they are so prejudice out here that a kid got sent to the hospital after a football game because they thought he was gay/bi. so the only ones that know im gay is my parents and my mom threatens me every day that if i have a boyfriend or even something even close to boyfriend she is going to make my life a living hell. so these are my biggest problems.
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