TaylrJ
October 5th, 2012, 11:07 PM
I am a guy, 15, and bi. I like someone who is 14, and I think he may be gay. We are pretty close. I mean he doesn't know I like him or that I am bi but I think he might like me. And this would make a lot more sense if you read these two other threads first, The first: http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=153137
And this is the second thread: http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=153824
But lately, I have gotten so jealous over him. If he talks to another guy, laughs with him, makes contact, or anything flirty. I just get so jealous. It makes me so mad then I get depressed. It's like I think he is mine. Tonight for example, I spent probably the whole day with him. Then after leaving his house and going to the football game. His mom wouldn't let me stay the night at his house. Nor let him stay at my house. So he ditched me and went looking for someone else, just to go "rolling" houses with. Then after he couldn't find nearly anyone. He wanted me to come sit with him since he didn't have any friends that wanted him over. I was pissed and said no but eventually he ended up finding someone to stay with, and just abandoned me at the end of the game. It seems like he doesn't care anymore! I have cried so much tonight over him. He doesn't want to know why I am mad, and he doesn't really seem to even care. I am starting to think "What if all this is just wishful thinking? What if he is just really friendly, and doesn't have a thing for me at all. It's just all in my head?" I can't seem to imagine that because there are plenty of signs he likes me. I mean just read the other threads. But then again, there are a lot of signs he doesn't. Like tonight for example, and a whole lot of other things. Lately, I have been making it real obvious that I do. And instead of joking, I try to be serious. Offering to walk him home, lay on the bed with him, and a lot of stuff like that. He just gives me a weird look and shakes his head at me. I love him so much and can't stand the fact that he may not even care about me. And I want to tell him all this, or at least somebody. But I think he will reject me the second I do. What do I do? I am so confused and need help. Thanks..
And this is the second thread: http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=153824
But lately, I have gotten so jealous over him. If he talks to another guy, laughs with him, makes contact, or anything flirty. I just get so jealous. It makes me so mad then I get depressed. It's like I think he is mine. Tonight for example, I spent probably the whole day with him. Then after leaving his house and going to the football game. His mom wouldn't let me stay the night at his house. Nor let him stay at my house. So he ditched me and went looking for someone else, just to go "rolling" houses with. Then after he couldn't find nearly anyone. He wanted me to come sit with him since he didn't have any friends that wanted him over. I was pissed and said no but eventually he ended up finding someone to stay with, and just abandoned me at the end of the game. It seems like he doesn't care anymore! I have cried so much tonight over him. He doesn't want to know why I am mad, and he doesn't really seem to even care. I am starting to think "What if all this is just wishful thinking? What if he is just really friendly, and doesn't have a thing for me at all. It's just all in my head?" I can't seem to imagine that because there are plenty of signs he likes me. I mean just read the other threads. But then again, there are a lot of signs he doesn't. Like tonight for example, and a whole lot of other things. Lately, I have been making it real obvious that I do. And instead of joking, I try to be serious. Offering to walk him home, lay on the bed with him, and a lot of stuff like that. He just gives me a weird look and shakes his head at me. I love him so much and can't stand the fact that he may not even care about me. And I want to tell him all this, or at least somebody. But I think he will reject me the second I do. What do I do? I am so confused and need help. Thanks..