Isolationist tendencies

[CyanideGoodnight]

Every time things get bad I feel the urge to isolate myself, so I can't believe I'm posting this. I'm resisting every single urge in my body right now. All I want to do is disappear and isolate myself and be alone and ignore everyone. I don't like asking for help. I feel helpless and scared and awkward when I do.

Things have been getting worse for me. I've been acting like I'm fine but in reality I'm just falling apart. I'm scared and doubting myself so much and things at home aren't the best.

If I could, I'd run away, but I can't. I have nowhere to go.

I think this is a pointless rant. Sorry about that.

[xXoblivionXx]

Unfortunately. I couldn't relate more :/ but it helps to talk. It's a hard thing to do, especially when you don't want anyone to get involved but it's good to let out things and not completely bottle everything up.

[workingatperfect]

You pretty much just summed up how I feel. I'm horrible about isolating and acting happy too, even though I realize it makes things worse. I know it's hard to open up sometimes and it can feel kinda shitty at the time, but it pays off later in most cases. And it's good that you're opening up to us by posting this, it shows some progress :)