I really cant...

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Nothing... absolutely nothing, even therapy right now isnt helping! Im losing my mind... Im becoming extremely suicidal... I cant deal with the fact my girlfriend is in constant pain and Im 800 fucking miles away and cant be there with her! Everything else is going down hill too. -_- I really cant do this, my depression gets worse and worse, I dont have alot of time here to wait for things to get better alone... Im really helpless being I cant do crap! I cant stand it!

[West Coast Sheriff]

Just hang in there Kurt. Trust me it will get better. Maybe try speaking to a different therapist If your current one isn't helping you. Stay strong.

[CyanideGoodnight]

I'm sorry to hear all that. You're a good person who doesn't deserve to go through that kind of shit. None of us here do.

I know you can rise above it though. I know you're stronger than you think you are. I know you can rise up and own everyone who says you can't. Sometimes we feel helpless but you aren't.

You can be there for your girl and support her from where you are. It's not the same as being with her but speaking from experience as the girl 1000 miles away from someone I love, if you talked to her and supported her (which you do) and just do a whole bunch of small things from reminding her shes pretty or telling you how you feel about her go a LONG way. It's hard, but not impossible.

[Noirtier]

Nothing... absolutely nothing, even therapy right now isnt helping! Im losing my mind... Im becoming extremely suicidal... I cant deal with the fact my girlfriend is in constant pain and Im 800 fucking miles away and cant be there with her! Everything else is going down hill too. -_- I really cant do this, my depression gets worse and worse, I dont have alot of time here to wait for things to get better alone... Im really helpless being I cant do crap! I cant stand it!

Hun, I know how you feel. And it's hell. It really is. First thing's first. You said therapy isn't helping? Then go find someone else to go to and see if they can help any better. You say you've become extremely suicidal. If that's the case, then keep pushing on for the sake of others, like your girlfriend, who would be devastated if you were gone. At this point in time, all you can do for your girlfriend is offer her your support, even if it's not in person hun. Long distance is hard, I know it is. If you love her though, then you'll push through it for her. I might even recommend talking to a family doctor if a therapist isn't helping and see what they would recommend--they're skilled in a lot more areas than a therapist, and while their main purpose may not be to counsel, they can certainly offer advice about what to do. Hang in there...

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Thank you everyone.

[that-god-chick]

stay strong.. things will get better, try talking to someone elase if this one isint working or helping you.. talk to ur g and let her know ur there for her.. let her know how much u love her.. just please dont take ur life, think about it that will just hurt ur gf even more and u dont want that.. we all love u here, if u ever need someone to chat with feel free to pm me <3 xx

[Abyssal Echo]

Just hang in there Kurt. Trust me it will get better. Maybe try speaking to a different therapist If your current one isn't helping you. Stay strong.

Kurt I agree with Fbomb hang in there it will get better