I think I screwed things up...

[booboo22]

So I am a freshman in college, I met this girl on the second day at a school welcome party. I was standing alone and she came up to speak to me... Since then we have found that we have so much in common, and I mean a lot... Like almost everything we like is the same, except for sports... But I can overlook that. Any way, as time went on(about 7 weeks) I kinda fell in love with her, overlooking the fact that she has a boyfriend, who is four hours away and can't ever talk to her. I was really happy just to be around her, but I always felt like something was missing... I wanted a relationship... I had only liked one girl before her and she turned me down, but I never forgot her, but anyway back to current love interest... I told her that I liked her but that I didn't want to make things awkward. And she also turned me down, boyfriend was the reason... Anyway, she said that she tried to not be flirtatious around me, but I had always felt like she was trying to be flirtatious... She always dressed well whenever we went to go do things, she brought me a snack at my first day of my office job... I guess I was just blinded by my love for her... Anyway... Did I screw things up for any future interactions with her, romantically speaking? She says she still want to be friends, which I am so happy about because I love just being with her...

Btw... I told her about two weeks ago, and we didn't really do much together since but I had dinner it's her tonight and I couldn't stop thinking about how she looked like and angel, she was beautiful... Anyway.... Any thoughts?

I've never had a girlfriend, and I've only liked two girls enough to tell them,.. I just can't help feeling like I will never find someone...

[FreeFall]

You will find your someone, but trying to find them when they're already in a relationship isn't much help.

Romantically, I don't think you messed up any future. She sounds like she's a good friend. She may be naturally friendly and warm, she may like to dress nice, she may buy things for people when she feels like it.
Personally, I think you looked too much into it because you have feelings for her.

Her response to you, since she still wants to be friends and is in a committed relationship, makes it sound like this probably isn't the first time she wanted to just be friends with a guy but alas, he liked her.

I know it's hard but you should probably try to nudge your feelings away, maybe find a new girl to like, and just be your current crush's her friend (: