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xXJust Jump ItXx
October 1st, 2012, 07:26 PM
Ive not been like this since Freshmen year, Im a Junior now... I thought I was getting better, Im in therapy, I have a beautiful girlfriend! Im just falling up and down very harshly and seriously with feeling suicidal.. :( Im not really being able to cope with things anymore, it kills me to no extent! I cant stand it at all... Anything stresses me out to just loosing my freaking mind, Im just scared...

Noirtier
October 1st, 2012, 07:43 PM
Hun, I know you're scared. I know how you feel, and that you should be happy, but you're not. Rather, you're at the opposite end of the spectrum, and are completely depressed and suicidal. I've been there, more than once. I know how that feels. It's hard, I know it is. There are people who love you though, and they would be DEVASTATED if you were gone. Think about how your girlfriend would feel, hun. I would recommend talking to a professional about this if you aren't already, because they're the ones who will be able to help you the most with something like this. We will always be here for you, and we care about you too. Don't give up. I believe in you, and I'm always here to talk if you need me! It does get better, trust me. It does. And until that time, you just have to stay strong and stick it through, as hard as it may be.. If not for you, then for those who love you..

xXoblivionXx
October 1st, 2012, 08:02 PM
stay strong Kurt. Sometimes you can't tell if our getting better or getting worse the best thing to do in times like that is to not end it all. You are so sweet and have so much awesomeness :D Don't let that all go to waste. Just take a deep breathe and try to live today as if it was your last.

JollyBarton
October 1st, 2012, 09:44 PM
I know how that feels. Just stay strong. Perhaps you just have to go through this to get better. Or close to better. Junior year is pretty stressful anyway. Hang in there and those close to you will be sure to help you out.