It continues

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

It does! This last week and it keeps going is been just horrible... It was bad, got even worse, little better then it falls back down and I dont know where Im going with this... I feel worse and worse every minute!! I really need to talk to the therapist about stuff but I blank and dont and nothing is getting better alone... My inability to cope is tearing me apart now... Im losing it!

[PonY]

What is bothering you? What is going horrible?

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Alot... Alot of it I cant talk about too...

[PonY]

Why not? Things may seem like they are going horrible, but they get better.
I was in your state of mind once, and I can say I am in that state at times. When nothing is going as well as it should.

What do you have to look forward to?
Riding?
Girlfriend?

[Sonic Boom]

You need to talk about these things that are bothering one at a time. If you are worried about people judging you about those issues, then you can talk to me or someone else privately. Once you do this, it will be easier to get to the bottom of your problems with a professional.