pmm98
September 30th, 2012, 11:30 PM
This isn't the typical, "Is it normal to watch gay porn?" post. I know that it's normal.
However, I really really want to stop watching it. I am fairly sure that I'm straight because I only have ever liked girls and dated girls. Yet whenever I watch porn it's gay porn. I don't understand why . I like straight porn as well, probably even more so but I always go to gay porn first for some reason like a bad habit kind of. After I'm done though I always get really guilty and don't feel myself afterwards. I feel like something isn't quite right but yet for some reason I keep watching it. When I watch straight porn I just feel normal like I always do. I masturbate probably every day so does anyone have any advice or tips on how I can break the bad habit of watchiñg gay porn or even porn all together? I don't even know how I started watching gay porn I think I discovered it when I saw my dad watching it when I was very young. Maybe five years old. My dad is bi but both my brothers are straight. I have no dislike towards gay people and wouldn't even care if I was gay. I just don't like the feeling I get when I watch gay porn. Like I said earlier though I'm fairly positive I'm straight.
Finally I read something that if you have older brothers you're more likely to be gay? Is this true because I have two older brothers and I don't think I'm gay. It said for every older brother you have you're 33% more likely to be gay and it only applies if you're right handed. It was like a test that a scientist did. I don't think it's true because it doesn't really make sense because on my mom side she has three brothers and they're all straight and right handed.
However, I really really want to stop watching it. I am fairly sure that I'm straight because I only have ever liked girls and dated girls. Yet whenever I watch porn it's gay porn. I don't understand why . I like straight porn as well, probably even more so but I always go to gay porn first for some reason like a bad habit kind of. After I'm done though I always get really guilty and don't feel myself afterwards. I feel like something isn't quite right but yet for some reason I keep watching it. When I watch straight porn I just feel normal like I always do. I masturbate probably every day so does anyone have any advice or tips on how I can break the bad habit of watchiñg gay porn or even porn all together? I don't even know how I started watching gay porn I think I discovered it when I saw my dad watching it when I was very young. Maybe five years old. My dad is bi but both my brothers are straight. I have no dislike towards gay people and wouldn't even care if I was gay. I just don't like the feeling I get when I watch gay porn. Like I said earlier though I'm fairly positive I'm straight.
Finally I read something that if you have older brothers you're more likely to be gay? Is this true because I have two older brothers and I don't think I'm gay. It said for every older brother you have you're 33% more likely to be gay and it only applies if you're right handed. It was like a test that a scientist did. I don't think it's true because it doesn't really make sense because on my mom side she has three brothers and they're all straight and right handed.