Omfg I'm crazy!

[Dawn01]

Hey guys!

Remember about the guy I told you on http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=152875 ?

Ok, I don't where to begin. We were having a great time today at the course, it was a very good day. So, when we were saying goodbye, I kissed him. I DON'T KNOW WHY THE FUCK I DID IT!!! But I kissed him, and he kissed me back. The problem is that he sent me a text later that he don't know what the fuck did just happened, and that he was interested in other person, and that he wasn't going to confuse me so, he said that for now we should be just friends. I'm afraid that he thinks that I'm creepy now :( Oh god, I must have poop in my brain!

But ok... There has been a looooong time that I wanted to kiss him, so I did it today, in a weird way, but at least I did it. So, do you think he thinks that I'm creepy or that I'm a bitch? Do you think that I confused him? (he said in the text that he didn't wanted to be confused)

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Dawn, dont freak out!! If he kissed you back he didnt think you were creepy or a bitch, you are neither of which. Just talk to him about it, even if he is interested in someone else. Express how you are feeling about him, the kiss and everything. Good luck!

[West Coast Sheriff]

You go girl! And just be there for him. It sounds like he has feelings for another girl but you too. He's deciding who'll treat him better. Prove to him it's you by being a great friend. I know you can do this:D

[Dawn01]

Ohh Nirvana, I'm already freaking out! Why the fuck he kissed me back? Ok, it was an awkward kiss, but it was so good! Oh God, I don't know if I should regret it or not :(

The Fbomb, he said he liked me A LOT as friend, but he just shouldn't correspond the love because he likes someone else... I don't know if he likes me that way, but he is a very good friend! I never really understood why he didn't gave me a chance before, I think it could be because one of his friends loved me but I didn't love him back. Oh God, I'm here all like "WHAT THE FUCK I DID?????? I WANT TO DISAPPEAR FROM THIS WORLD!"

[Dawn01]

I'm going to see this boy today :/ In one of our texts, I insinuated in a very indirect way that could be his ex gf the other girl and I asked if he wanted to talk about it, but he replied saying that we should stop talking about it and them he don't aswer my texts anymore, even the ones I said "sorry". Man, I'm so fucked, I think I just touched in his wound :( But really, his ex has another boyfriend now, why can't he give me a chance? I spend the whole week feeling bad about it, and worried about him... It's just so sad and sick that he can't move on from her!


By the way, I just have to say that I'm no bad person, no bitch, no fat and no ugly! His friends kind of encourage him to be with me, but really, why he just can't try to forget his ex or just give me a chance to cheer him up? It makes me so sad :(