View Full Version : I can't do this anymore
xXoblivionXx
September 29th, 2012, 12:26 AM
I thought I could handle it but I can't. High school isn't a second chance, it's a continuation of what you started. I'm stressed out beyond imagination from school, my parents, my brother, and everything else. I'm just so sick of all of this. No one loves me and I will never be loved. My dreams they aren't stopping and I can't do this anymore, I just can't. I guess this is goodbye.
xXJust Jump ItXx
September 29th, 2012, 12:28 AM
xYz... I know how you feel but dont be going away... from VT or other forms... I know HS can be hell and things outside dont help but hold in there!! Please! :(
West Coast Sheriff
September 29th, 2012, 12:31 AM
Please don't. We all care for you here on the site and I'm here if you need to talk. The time you'll live out of high school will be better. Don't let four years of shit make you lose 50+ years of greatness. If you do it you can't take or back. Please reconsider.
xXoblivionXx
September 29th, 2012, 12:34 AM
No... I have to do this, OD'ing should do it. I can't live any longer. I don't want to live any longer.
xXJust Jump ItXx
September 29th, 2012, 12:35 AM
NO!! :(
West Coast Sheriff
September 29th, 2012, 12:38 AM
No... I have to do this, OD'ing should do it. I can't live any longer. I don't want to live any longer.
Please don't. Once you do it you can't undo it. And who you ate in high scool isnt who you're gonna be as an adult. Trust me it'll get better.
xXJust Jump ItXx
September 29th, 2012, 12:39 AM
Exactly... HS is 4 years of your life, it may seem like more but its easier as it goes on and once out its like it never happened! I dont wanna see you go! :( Your my friend!
Abyssal Echo
September 29th, 2012, 12:42 AM
Please don't. We all care for you here on the site and I'm here if you need to talk. The time you'll live out of high school will be better. Don't let four years of shit make you lose 50+ years of greatness. If you do it you can't take or back. Please reconsider.
Sorry I'm a losey typist. but, yeah...what he said...I may not be the best person here to tell ya not to check out. but PLEASE reconsider. theres plenty of good people here on VT willing to talk to ya.
OrKing
September 29th, 2012, 12:51 AM
Don't do it Y, please.
Mob Boss
September 29th, 2012, 12:53 AM
Highschool, your teen years, and every thing that seems to be bothering you now will seem so minuscule when you're older. Highschool doesn't make your life, or who you are. It might suck, but it's such a small fragment of what your life is and who you are as a person. Stress you can handle. Take some time to yourself, and relax. Sometimes life seems to feel like a non-stop rollercoaster of homework, deadlines, chores, and responsibilities we have, but you do deserve to take a breather and relax. School isn't going anywhere. Your family isn't going anywhere. But, I guarantee you doing this won't solve much. Show everyone just how strong you are. Where you are now - this breaking point - will only make you a stronger person if you overcome everything that's being thrown at you. I have no doubt people love you. I know for a fact you have people pulling for you on here. And I'm sure your family loves you, but I know at times it can seem like you have no one in your corner, and it's usually because others don't realize what's going on, but you have people in your corner. I have faith in you, XYZ. I've seen you come out of this position before and I've no doubt you'll do it again. :) Please think about everything before you make this mistake.
Silicate Wielder
September 29th, 2012, 12:55 AM
Look, I have lived my life the way you have lived through highschool, I know what it feels like, i was practically abandoned my my dad as soon as my sister was born and even when she was able to start doing things herself he still didn't come around to me. my home life and school life got hectic, I was bullied, beaten and was failing school, at home my dad made me redo all my homework if I got just one mere problem wrong, yelled at me for the slightest mistakes, but I kept going on. you know why? because even though that spark if light in me was dim to the point of dieing out I knew there was still too much in life. Later my dad went phsycotic, started drinking alot and things got really bad, even my teachers were acting as if I were the enemy. I started to feel like dead weight. then at the end of the year I was promised that If I were to do this one paper I would pass, my teacher didn't keep that promise and I failed and was sent into a summerschool that was like hell, constant work for 6 hours with a 5 minute break in the morning. I failed on that too. but recently my life has turned rightside up after 8 years of being alone and that light started slowly creeping back into me and even now its still dim. but it is definitely there. If I lasted 8 years like that then you can too, just believe in yourself and don't let that light die out, like I did.
If you die now then everyone here on VT will be very sad to lose you.
I learned from an anime to kick logic out and make the impossible possible, which means to keep going no matter the odds. That is what I do to this very day, I just keep going.
Breakeven
September 29th, 2012, 12:56 AM
high school it wont last forever and so is pain
i know things might seem so hard right now but u have to stay strong and keep in ur mind that things will get better coz they do
high school is just a part of life but not ur whole life , dont take ur life coz of it
u have so much a head of u , u need to stay strong :hug: and im here if u wanna talk
xXoblivionXx
September 29th, 2012, 12:58 AM
I'm not sure. I know you guys are right but it's just so fucking hard. I will try but this is going to be so hard, continuing living
Mob Boss
September 29th, 2012, 01:01 AM
It is hard, but you can do it. And you're going to come out a stronger person after this. :hug: I'm proud of you. And remember, we're all rooting for you.
Breakeven
September 29th, 2012, 01:02 AM
I'm not sure. I know you guys are right but it's just so fucking hard. I will try but this is going to be so hard, continuing living
it might be hard but ur not doing it alone , u have all of us here to support u and help
im glad ur still with us , stay strong :hug:
xXoblivionXx
September 29th, 2012, 01:11 AM
I think I might be able to do it, thanks guys :hug:
xXJust Jump ItXx
September 29th, 2012, 01:12 AM
I think I might be able to do it, thanks guys :hug:
You CAN do it, xYz!! Be strong, be happy, you will make it! :)
Daracon
September 30th, 2012, 10:56 PM
I think I might be able to do it, thanks guys :hug:
That's great! I was in your situation and still kind of am, I always question "Why bother living?" and I made a dream for myself to accomplish so I would, my dream is to play music in front of people and to entertain and make people happy. I know it is hard to live day by day, being sick of people and society and everything in general but if you end it now you will never know if would would have been happier if you stuck it out for one more day, month or year. I know it will be tough but wait it out, it will get better.:)
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