please help?

[irockmysweats]

i have gym 2nd period, and after we got done changing two boys were in the locker room. im a shy boy, and afraid of my body, so i went in the showers to change instead. two boys were in the shower messing with the water to see if it worked, and it did. one guy said he saw my boner! :eek: i didn't know i had one. he said the other guy might not have seen it. after i got home, i started masturbating and thinking about that dude who said he saw me with my boner. i cummed a few minutes after. should i call him in the shower more often so he could look at my boner or? we only have 10 minutes to change since our next bell to end the 2nd period ends at 9:42 am. at my school i really want someone to really fuck my brains out in the showers, or somewhere were there will be no interruptions or cameras. should i just pull my d*** out, and start masturbating after they leave the shower area or? please help guys. i was really shocked. does this mean he's attracted to me and wanted to say something about my boner? thanks.

[IAMWILL]

Okay, calm down a bit. No, you shouldn't just whip it out in the shower at school, that's a recipe for social suicide and expulsion. You are feeling this way because you are clearly going through puberty. You're body is releasing a massive surge of hormones that causes you to think about, fantasize, and believe many many things you wouldn't have before and probably won't after puberty (ie masturbating over a guy or wanting to get fucked), although no one can say that for sure. This is why you have these feelings for this guy in your class. Although most of your friends probably feel similar at some times, it's not appropriate to just go at it in public. Most people are way to embarrassed to admit they share the same thoughts and actions you do. Try just becoming friends with this person. If you become good friends and he trusts you, then you can discuss stuff like this, and who knows what it will lead too. But don't do it at school. Save it for another time when you're hanging out with him away from other people, ex: a sleepover. It's better for you right now though to not show these feelings and thoughts you have for other guys in school, that generally never goes well.
In short, be assured that what you're experiencing now is completely normal, however don't go about acting like it is. Weird, I know, but that's how high school, popularity, and stuff like this works best.

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