sorry about this vent

[that-god-chick]

i know this is wrong and i shouldnt have these thought but everytime i go to cut there is something in my head that makes me hope that it will go that little bit to deep and i wont have to live anymmore... crossing the street have never been so hard with constance thought of if i step out now it can all be over, it can all be an accident...i know this isint normal but i just cant take it anymore, i cant take life or these thoughts im scared im going to act apond them soon, not that that would be such a bad thing but it still scares me..

[edsheeran]

I relate so much. My perception of the world changed when I was depressed. Every single thing was something I could cut or kill myself with. It was really scary. But let me telll you, YOU deserve to live. You are beautiful and you will get through this. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here. xx

[JollyBarton]

I've been there as well. I am very sorry that you have to go through this. It just takes a constant will power to keep yourself from acting on these impulses. Trying to stay distracted usually helps. The best of luck. Perhaps you can consider telling a trusted friend that could help you watch over yourself until you feel better.

[Mike753]

Question; What is causing you to feel like this?