not again

[ReverseFall]

my gf just broke up with me now i have no one i can talk to about problems my friends done know i cut she was the only one and now im stuck my own thoughts again and i wanna cut so bad but if i do itll takes weeks to heal =/ help

[Noirtier]

I know you want to cut, but it's not worth it. It's an addiction that consumes you and that you come to depend on more and more. It sounds like you've gone a while without cutting, you can keep going! You say you have no one to talk to about your problems, but you have us here. We will always be here to help and support you, and we're always more than willing to give you advice hun. I know how hard it is--I struggle with it myself. We're here for you though, you can make it! :hug3:

[StoppingTime]

Can you still talk to her? Even though you two may not actually be "dating," if she was understanding of you then, I would think that would not have changed.
However, this does point out something you should work on. Dependence. Dependence on another person to a degree like this is basically a setup for something like this to happen.
It is fine to talk, ask for help, and be with others. There should be a line, though. A line that separates you stopping SH for someone, and for you. Because, as you can now tell, you can't do this for someone else.

[ReverseFall]

probably idk i think theyre moving or something. and ik but i cant stop for myself idrc if im all messed up its just really annoying trying to hide giant cuts all over my arms

[StoppingTime]

If you can't stop for yourself, then it's unlikely you'll be able to stop right now, it really is that simple. There are people here who are always willing to help, all you need to do is ask.
It's the same in your life. If you have a school psychologist or counselor you could talk to, then I would give that a try. They work for some people, so it's probably worth a try, at least.