I need to get this off my chest..

[xlntjen]

Hello,
I'm anorexic and also bulimic..
When I eat, I watch the clock till its time,
When I dont eat, I feel better since I'm lightheaded.
No one knows.
Only my ex/ friend whos stressed out herself.
My bf doesnt know. Its too soon to open up about this
and cuz I'm afraid he'll leave me cuz of it.
Weirdest thing I dont wanna stop this cycle..
I dont see why..
But I do see it has gotten worse since I am BOTH..

I just need to get this off my chest cuz I have no one here who understands it..

[edsheeran]

Hi there(: I have been diagnosed with EDNOS and I can relate a lot. I know it is really scary to talk to people about it. I was terrified. I was also scared they would leave me. But the reality is when you are open about your struggles, people want to help and be supportive. I also didn't want to stop restricting and abusing laxatives. I felt like I needed to do it. But now that I am not, I am so much happier. My ED ruined my life. I had no friends, family or support. I'm here if you need any support. You are strong and you can do this.