No Motivation

[xXoblivionXx]

Well I've been clean for one week today. I just feel so... how to say it? tired? not really but not motivated to do anything. I'm dreading high school, not because of the work or the people but because I'm just really scared that I'm going to fail. I can't get anything less than straight As. I was going to cut this year to get by but I have to stop. It's just I have no motivation to do well in school or to stop or anything. Is this apart of withdrawal or something? I'm not sure...

[Noirtier]

I know it's hard, and I know how it feels to have gone for a while without cutting when you've depended on it for so long. Your lack of motivation and your apathy, in my opinion based on my experiences, are part of the withdrawal hun. It's hard, but you need to keep going for you. You can make straight A's, you just have to keep pushing on, even if it's hard and you don't even want to do anything. You've shown you're very strong to make it as long as you have, and I know you can keep going! I'm always here if you need to talk, and you'll always find support here! :hug3:

[edsheeran]

I experienced the same. Part of it could be stress from going without it. I got more depressed the first week because I was so used to doing it daily. I had to part with who I had become and it was scary.

[nice]

Try looking up this song by taio Cruz called world in our hands and look at the lyrics they might help motivate you and give you some strength.

[xXoblivionXx]

I will listen to it, thanks :)

[LouBerry]

All I can tell you is I know what you mean. I hate school and I begged my Dad to let me be Homeschooled this year. The people make me crazy. But just remember that those people don't mean anything. In a few years, you'll be gone. You'll be out in the world being beautiful and amazing, and the people who stood in your way won't be. Your life is something that should be celebrated, and I know that it's so hard to see it that way when you can't even find the strength to get up and do your hair, but don't give up. Stay strong, and show your beautiful soul.

[nice]

I will listen to it, thanks :)

Did u listen to it.