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[lubot1]

Im having strong urges to jump from a second story window... my mom dad are fighting and i always feel its my fault what should. i do to calm the urges i dont wanna do anything myself ive also restarted cutting from not doing it for a month. schools been horrible i always eat lunch alone and hangout alone im known as the kid whos very quiet urgh. i feel so lonely

[CourtingErmine]

Don't be. It's not your fault. Stop cutting, you can get staff from it in school. Find someone who you like as a friend and chill with them. Know it may not sound so easy, but just find someone who you like.

[Abyssal Echo]

Im having strong urges to jump from a second story window... my mom dad are fighting and i always feel its my fault what should. i do to calm the urges i dont wanna do anything myself ive also restarted cutting from not doing it for a month. schools been horrible i always eat lunch alone and hangout alone im known as the kid whos very quiet urgh. i feel so lonely


dont feel like your alone in being alone I can be in a room full of people and be alone.

your parents problems are theirs not yours so don't blame yourself.
i already been there done that turned out the fights had nothing to do with me at all my step dad just threw me into it to add fuel to the fight and give him an excuse to go out drinking. sick fuck

if you need to talk I'm a good listener

[lubot1]

Thx guys im getting help in november but its just too far away im doing my art homework to try and distract myself

[lubot1]

Thx i am actually feeling better now, art really helps relax me

[Pseudopyrif notropis]

youre going to jump from a 2 story window? you wont die unless you do a something like a superman dive and break your neck and maybe you would die maybe or most likely you would just break a leg bad plan man bad plan

[lubot1]

youre going to jump from a 2 story window? you wont die unless you do a something like a superman dive and break your neck and maybe you would die maybe or most likely you would just break a leg bad plan man bad plan

Not to die of course self harm reasons i wanted to break bone or something it would make me feel better

[Pseudopyrif notropis]

have you ever broken a bone before? it doesnt really make me feel better but i cant speak for anyone else. then you get a cast which is just terrible and smells bad it really isnt worth it

[lubot1]

Ya ive broken a bone i feel all pain helps me equally, it's wrong but still