Is there any chance for me???

[Cicero]

So last year and the years before I'd say for about 3 years I've battled with mild-moderate depression. In 8th grade, I was pretty popular, mainly because it was my first year at a new school. 9th grade, one of the cool kids came back to the school (he left at the end of 7th grade, when i came at 8th grade, so i didnt know him) and he kinda disliked me. So everyone basically turned against me (cause for 8th grade, most of the popular kids liked me, but they left the school at the end of 8th grade). So i switched to a childhood school i attended from 1st grade to 6th grade (7th grade i went to a school out of the city, but the school goes from k-12 grade), when i attended this school, I was immediately labeled the gay kid (cause in 3rd grade i was a major germaphobe and my voice wasnt deep). So i made a select amount of friends (maybe 3 good friends, and 20+ people who liked me). So now I have a chance to go to a totally different school. But im really, really contemplating whether or not i should go. At this school, i at least have 3 friends and several people who like me. But what i want, is morefriends and i want to be liked and get rid of all reputations, my only reputation i want is the nice kid. I really dont know what i should do. go to a school and have a fresh start risking being disliked or liked. or stay at a school where 3 people are best friends and several like me (while the manly guys dislike me cause they think im gay). If i go to this new school, i wanna be able to get invited to parties like i did in 8th grade and part of 9th. i wanna have a group to hangout with. I would like to not be afraid to ask out the pretty girls like i am at this school. the school im contemplating about going to is 2x the size of my current school. is there any way i can rescue/save my current reputation or would i be better off going to this new school?

oh, btw, this new school is very well known. every school around my city knows of them. This school is what i call the 'elite' of every single school in my city (20+ high school) this school is a private school btw. some students who go to this school, have chauffeurs and private chefs, and get driven to school in rolls royces, bentleys etc. I know financially, im ok.
but im worried about if im to ugly to go to this school, and if im not in good enough shape. cause i would like to go to this school and actually play a sport like soccer and dive in head first with extra curricular activities. Im worried im not good looking enough and im just worried that i wont be liked. help?

[FullyAlive]

I think this is better suited here
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[Stronger]

First off, a person only needs a few good or best friends to get around in life, a huge surplus of friends, only paves the way for drama, and I don't think you want that. Those kids that "labeled you" do they still bother you? Or have they actually matured? If not, and they are bothering them, then just tell them to grow up, its pretty immature if they still find the need to be picking and bothering you. If you go to the new school, will you still be able to hang out with those three best friends? But at the end of the day, who the fuck cares what people think, they have no right how to make you feel, judge you, all that. Just tell them to fuck off. Honestly do what you feel is gonna make you happy.

[Sleepy Raisin]

I agree with Queen Elizabeth II you dont NEED a lot of friends, but im like you, i want a variety of friends. I dont want just a few people to hang out with. I seriously think you should go to this private school, to me it sounds like an awesome opportunity! A good place to start over.. People always like the new kid. And extracurricular activities like that are great ways to meet new people.
In your current school theres almost no way to save your current reputation at your school, the only way you can do that is if you get a girlfriend, but that doesn't mean youre going to get anymore popular... My suggestion is, do what makes you happy! Personally i would move to the new school, but i dont know how close you are to your current bestfriends