That's It.

[maramara]

I want to be dead.
That's pretty much the long and short of it.
I'm sorry.
I just can't do this anymore.

[SmexiLexie510]

How long have you been going through this?
Weeks, months, years, forever..
How long have you felt suicidal and/or depressed?
For as long as I can remember.. too long...
Then close your eyes and think of the reason that you're still sitting here now.
Think about it.

It may be a person, place or thing or event.. it may be the fact that you know you can't give in.
Hold onto it, wrap it around and around yourself so that there's nothing else left but you and this thing that you know you have to keep going for...
Breathe and hold on

[emanual]

Why do you think your life is bad? What makes it bad?

[TheBigUnit]

Try to hold on to your life it gets better soon, "sucksville" (ur location) will get bettere soon, we re all here to help u

[Heavyrain4life]

Quote Removed~Silver Assassin

And Mara. As much as it might not seem like it, there are people in this world who love you, and care about you. Look at it this way, if you have hit rock bottom, you can only get better. Think about your hopes and dreams. Anything positive, and make a pact to try to accomplish them. But you have to give it full effort. Think it through, and please, PLEASE, make the right choice.

[maramara]

I don't know, guys. I appreciate the advice, but I just can't. My heart hurts too much. I don't think I can keep this up anymore.

[Nathan Numberless]

Of course you deserve to live! You use proper capitalization and punctuation and are therefore a valuble member to the forum! :D Stay strong and remember every mountain can be climbed :)

[maramara]

Wow, that actually made me laugh without it hurting. It's just...nothing feels real. It's like when I don't sleep for weeks and everything takes on this eerie far away feeling. Except that it's all the time. Constantly. When I touch my skin it doesn't feel tangible. I'm in so much pain, yet I feel nothing.

[Paul2012]

I want to be dead.
That's pretty much the long and short of it.
I'm sorry.
I just can't do this anymore.

Positive or negative, it was a self full-filling prophecy！

[Mortal Coil]

Mara, listen to me.
Things are absolutely horrible right now. And sometimes people are right: there are cases in which it doesn't get easier. But you do get stronger. Life has dealt you a shitty hand, and there's no denying that. But suicide means you're giving in. You're letting them win. You're showing all the people who abused you how much power they have over you.

Please don't. Stay alive, if only to spite them.

[maramara]

How does it spite them if I'm just allowing them to beat me black and blue from the inside out? Killing myself is a fantasy. Like an electric current I keep dangling my fingers over, only touching it slightly. I have no idea what I'm doing. I'm just blundering along, screwing up my life like everybody predicted.

I can never push myself over the edge, but goddammit, sometimes it seems too easy.

[Mortal Coil]

I don't know. I'm not you. But you do have a future. Just think for a minute. Death is not your answer. It's a permanent escape, but you deserve to stay alive because you are beautiful and strong and kind, and because you know that when you get one more ounce of pleasure out of your life, it will have been worth it.