confused??

[ackmedsgirl666]

well lately me and my boyfriend tried something new
ive started using my dildo on him during sex(sorry for descriptiveness)
anyways he quite enjoyed it and so did i and when i do it to him i picture myself having a penis and having anal sex with him. im not sure what to tell him... the fact that i see myself as a boy..... like im afraid he might not accept it because hes kind of repulsed towards the idea of transgenderness but like hes bisexual so im not too sure what to make of this
i need some advice....
and also i havent been to fond of him using my lady bits but yet im too afraid of trying anal. i want to enjoy sex and stop faking everything with him.

[Gandalf]

well lately me and my boyfriend tried something new
ive started using my dildo on him during sex(sorry for descriptiveness)
anyways he quite enjoyed it and so did i and when i do it to him i picture myself having a penis and having anal sex with him. im not sure what to tell him... the fact that i see myself as a boy..... like im afraid he might not accept it because hes kind of repulsed towards the idea of transgenderness but like hes bisexual so im not too sure what to make of this
i need some advice....
and also i havent been to fond of him using my lady bits but yet im too afraid of trying anal. i want to enjoy sex and stop faking everything with him.

Maybe you should talk to him, it's important to have an honest relationship and I wouldn't feel bad about fantasising about being a guy, I mean there must be guys out there fantasising that they're women as well as other women in your situation), I don't know what that's like but it doesn't seem something to be angry with yourself about, if he is loves you he should be willing to accept who you are and the feelings you are experiencing.

And it's always up to you what you do or not do so don't let him force you into anything, because it seems your relationship is quite healthy besisdes his dislike for transgenderness. (By healthy I'm talking about him being open about his sexuality) maybe you could share this with him and it may shock you if he is accepting (he would be a hypocrite not to).

Maybe you havent enjoyed the sex because of these feelings and if you can figure that out, you might enjoy the sex more.

I genuinely hope I've helped. :)

[ackmedsgirl666]

yup u most definately have