I hate you too! :)

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

I hate everyone it feels, parents, myself, others, life, people... I dont hate anyone on VT. But Im seriously loosing it... I told my girlfriend Im still cutting and shes mad, I dont know what to do or think anymore.

[bigfoot]

i dont hate you :). is your girlfriend mad because you are you cutting? have you told her that you are trying to quit?

[josh_9]

Well if you love her enough, i'd suggest you stop

[Jamie1515]

Well if you love her enough, i'd suggest you stop

Agreed! It's for the best, both for you and for her mate.. :)

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Ive been trying to stop, I did before and I was able to for about a month... Then I slipped got into cutting even worse and Im here now, threw the razor out and for round 2 with therapy if my dad would actually let me go! I fucking hate people...

[Mortal Coil]

Well if you love her enough, i'd suggest you stop
It isn't like that, sadly. You can't just "stop." It's an addiction which is a lot less harmful to one's social and financial lives than some (alcohol, heroin etc.) Yet you don't see anyone saying, "if you love your girlfriend you'll just stop shooting speed." Because it doesn't work that way.

Hey, I'm sorry you feel that way, and of course I can relate to the whole, "she got mad at me for cutting" thing. How did she find out?
You aren't losing it. You're supposed to dislike people who are assholes to you.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

It isn't like that, sadly. You can't just "stop." It's an addiction which is a lot less harmful to one's social and financial lives than some (alcohol, heroin etc.) Yet you don't see anyone saying, "if you love your girlfriend you'll just stop shooting speed." Because it doesn't work that way.

Hey, I'm sorry you feel that way, and of course I can relate to the whole, "she got mad at me for cutting" thing. How did she find out?
You aren't losing it. You're supposed to dislike people who are assholes to you.

I basically told her accidentally... But I figured that out and if your family sucks, you dont need to like them either.

[Mortal Coil]

and if your family sucks, you dont need to like them either.
AMEN BROTHA.
Wow, that whole situation sucks. Just let it out. Seriously. Put Bleach into your computer and jump around like an idiot until you've got all the anger out of you. Plus it will raise endorphins and make you feel better ;)

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Stop creeping on my iTunes! How do you know I have the Bleach album!?!? :P But Ill give it a shot with Incesticide too and my album or the random non album Nirvana song that are insane.