Just need to vent before I blow

[xXoblivionXx]

oh my fucking god :( can you people in my family please stop giving me shit? I just came back from the ER where I held down my little bro while he got stitches. I still have homework to do because I spent the day helping my mom, going to the grocery store, cleaning, and just having some alone time. Don't tell me not to procrastinate, don't tell me shit I am so sick of everything and everyone. I use to only cut on one arm but now I do both of my arms one for you guys and one for everything else. That is why I can't stop cutting because you guys can't give me some respect. And you guys ask me why I am so cold, why I act "emo" because of you that's why. So please just fuck off.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

xYz, Im sorry. :( There family... and we cant choose them. They can be basically anything from the worst people in the world to great people, but try to not let them get to you. Im not sure how to help... :/

[xXoblivionXx]

I know... it's just hard at times, or a lot of the time. I just hope I can do this. And you are helping you're giving me support, thanks.

[Breakeven]

awwww hun :hug: im here if u need to talk

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

You CAN do it, xYz. :) Youre welcome.

[Noirtier]

I'm here for you if you ever need to talk hun. I know how you feel, trust me, I feel that way multiple times a week, if not every day. You can make it though, I know you can. I believe in you, you made it before :hug3: I'm always here for you, and we will always support you here on VT!

[bigfoot]

damn sorry :hug: . family can be your best friend, or your worst enemy. im always here for you :)

[xXoblivionXx]

thanks guys :) you are my true family, my VT family <3

[emanual]

hmm are you suffering from social withdrawal?

[Wayne92]

I know how you feel, its rough. Try to have as much personal time as possible. Like what everyone else said, they are family but they can be a real pain.

[Mortal Coil]

Hey, when your family turns your back on you, as has happened to so many of us, we find a new family. We're your new family :hug: We love you unconditionally, won't demand too much of you, and will always support you in what's best for you.
And right now what's best for you is to please, please not give up.

[maramara]

My family has been nothing but a trigger for me since middle school. Just know they aren't the only people who have a say in your life. We are here to listen. Believe me, I know how it is to not be able to stand your family. We're here for you. Please be strong. I'm having a hard time too, but this place has made it so much easier for me. Please don't give in.

[XxNINJAxX]

Things like this happen. My parents won't get off my case about anything and my mum holds grudges for years so you can only imagine. Every time I ask for alone time I never get it, if I don't do chores that my brother was gonna do I'm toast. Even if people say you can trust them they can hurt you about telling people I cut. People don't treat me the same and because I'm not allowed to wear long sleeve tops everyone sees my scars so in a sense I kinda understand where you're coming from. If you need someone to talk to I'm always here.