I don't want to keep going anymore

[Jimmy Page]

I officially give up
This is my goodbye to you all
Goodbye,have a good life,I love all of you(or...most of you)
I leave you with this
ghihTDNuMDA

You won Rasmus,hope you and your new bf have a good time

[Burn007]

Bye....

[Jupiter]

Ian, please no.

You know that you're stronger than this.

[Professional Russian]

Ian dont do it. with out you i would i have nobody to talk to about Queen and Freddie. with out you chat will be boring. Me, Viv, and Ben would really miss you. please dont do it. Ian Please please please dont so it. We would really miss you. Please dont. please please please dont.


Bye....

You do realize this is a suicide letter right?

[Gandalf]

I officially give up
This is my goodbye to you all
Goodbye,have a good life,I love all of you(or...most of you)
I leave you with this
ghihTDNuMDA

You won Rasmus,hope you and your new bf have a good time

Ian, please don't.

[Jimmy Page]

Best ex ever had, and u know what! The guy I dumped for is sexyer than u
This was the last drop that caused the flood
You'll find someone else to talk to Bert,I'm sure of it

[Professional Russian]

This was the last drop that caused the flood
You'll find someone else to talk to Bert,I'm sure of it

no dont fucking do it. i will find you and slap the shit out of your body till you come back alive. you cant go. dont do it. you know you dont want too

[Gandalf]

This was the last drop that caused the flood
You'll find someone else to talk to Bert,I'm sure of it

That sounds horrible. But it doesn't sound something that is bad enough to resort to suicide.... Please Ian don't. And no. There won't be anybodyelse.
:(

[xXoblivionXx]

Please don't do it Ian. Please, don't kill yourself :(

[Professional Russian]

Ian that is not a legitimate reason to kill yourself. DO YOU HEAR ME??? IT IS NOT FUCKING LEGITIMATE.

[Jupiter]

This was the last drop that caused the flood
You'll find someone else to talk to Bert,I'm sure of it

ian we can get through this.

[Noirtier]

Ian, please don't do it. Don't give up hun... We love you and care about you Ian, we would all be devastated if you were gone. Nothing would be the same without you, and not in a good way at all... Ian, please don't do it...

You mean more to all of us than you realize Ian. We care about you and we want you to stay.. You're strong Ian, you've been through things that most people I know wouldn't even be able to make it through, but you've been able to make it through with your head held high, even if you were a little battered and bruised. We love you Ian, don't give up..

[Jupiter]

Listen to me Ian, you know that we can get through it together. We can stay alive. Like in Titanic, you jump I jump. If you promise to stay alive, I'll stay self harm free for 100 days. Please, Ian. For both of us.

[Rayquaza]

Ian STOP

Please don't do this. Not this to me Ian. Please. Not just for your sake, but for mine. I can't live with myself knowing that someone I was close to could ever end their life. I know, it stops the pain, the torture, just everything stopped. It will stop for you, but not for me. I'm already in too much stress and having something like this happen to me will break down me and all the other many MANY members that care about you.

Ian look at you. You're the toughest guy I've ever met. You know, I may be older, but I look up to you Ian. So what about the stuff in the past, so what about what goes on now. I'm just shaking writing this post, Ian. I can already feel emotions filling up a bottle inside of me. Ian, for fucks sake, you're one of my heroes.

And what about when you would come down to London and find a guitar shop? What about all the fun chats we had? What about us all, the people in your fan club, your family, we all care so much about you. Those fucking dipshits that say they don't care, like the one above or the guy that made you feel like this. Don't you do it cause of them. Don't you surrender. Don't let them win.

[workingatperfect]

Aw, Ian, no guy is worth giving up your life over. We all love you here, and just because one person is missing out on as awesome fucking guy, doesn't mean you aren't appreciated. It's his loss, not yours. We can all help you through this. Come on Ian, things will get better ♥

[Jupiter]

Quote Removed~Silver Assassin

Ian, please just ignore all of the bickering. You know that you're better and you know that together we can make it.

[Breakeven]

No arguing ~Silver Assassin

ian darling i know things seems hard now and u feel down but u need to remember its just a feeling it will go away
i know you been throu alot but ur not alone everyone is here for u
and please dont do it , you have so much a head of you
life gets better and no one worth taking your life for , dont give up please

[xXoblivionXx]

Come on Ian, please stay with us. We will miss you like crazy. If you don't do this I won't cut for 2 months, that's double my record, just please. DON'T COMMIT SUICIDE!!! I know things are hard but they will get better, but only if you are alive. Don't do it, please don't fucking kill your self :(

[Carlyle]

Ian, please don't do this. If I understand what you said caused it, its not worth killing yourself over a guy. He's being a fucking ass and isn't worth your time if he feels like making you feel worthless. Please, sit down and relax before you do this. You can move on from a guy and it would be nothing major, there are easier ways to get over what they said/what you had. You're choosing a permanent solution for a temporary problem. :(

[OrKing]

Aw, it seems like I'm not the only one who thinks you're the greatest guy ever bro, please don't leave us, who's going to take me to all of the greatest gay clubs and send Orc's to rape me otherwise? Don't leave us man, we all love you. :)

[PinkFloyd]

All is not lost. Please don't do this! I'm begging you!

- again please don't! - rob :(

[Dimitri]

Remember Ian...

“Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.”

I am always here for you to talk to bud...you know how to reach me.

[bigfoot]

please dude don't do it!! see all of these people that care and love you? if you have no other reason to stay, stay for them. i dont know you personally but, you can talk to me anytime for help. just please stay! :hug: -bigfoot

[xXoblivionXx]

Ian? I'm so close to crying please don't do it. We love you <3 We want you here, I want you here.

[Iron Man]

I don't know you all that well, but I do know that life goes on, and you have your whole life ahead of you to experience change. Of course, it may hurt now, but in 10 years, you are going to look back on this and laugh. You hear? Laugh. Don't let pain and suffering define your life, because in the end, it isn't worth it.

[Scarface]

to be honest dude, you need to calm down. I looked at that thread and I looked over your post here. Honestly you need to stop thinking about whats happened. Firstly, especially if this is someone over the internet, you really need to check your priorities in life.

I dont know you very well and the times we've spoken, we haven't gotten along that well, but that has no sanction on this post. I'm not going to sit here and try and talk you out of it and I'm not going to sit here and feel sorry for you either. The choices we make and I'm mostly speaking about your ex and yourself, that whether your ex wants to move on or not or whether you feel the need to take your own life because of someone else' decisions is absolutely absurd. I've personally been down that road. A long story boring an ex that I dated for nearly 4 years I personally found them cheating, in person and with the homewrecker. Went home and did something that should have indefinitely ended my life. I can tell you right now, that choice solved nothing but a very large medical bill and the problems I still had when after my stomach was pumped.

If you decide to sit there and take your life, that choice is upon you and I would only HOPE that everyone that cares about in this thread have mercy on your soul for being so selfish, because obviously these people care a great deal. And obviously you dont want to die that badly or you wouldn't be here right now making this thread and I can almost Guarantee it. Call me a dick, or I'm being too harsh, but no one ever seems to want to tell you what you need to hear. These people are your friends and they care about you, SOME of these people who you may call your real friends could be the most genuine you may ever know and to make these people WORRY about you and think that right now you might be doing something along the lines of killing yourself sickens me to the deepest core of my existence. Dude, I don't have much to anyone in my life, though the very very few hardcore people in my life that I call friends. I trust them and I dont live FOR them, I live with them so that I can experience my life on a new level with them, EVEN as the years pass. So if you decide you're going to just taint these kids with this and follow through with it, then you're making the dumbest mistake possible. Or you can tough it out and realize that your youth is not only on your side, but you have the TIME to make up for what this person has taken from you. Irregardless of what you felt for this person, it becomes moot because I believe that if it were truly meant to be, then it would be and if you are so impatient that you must do yourself in so young and at such a time when your life has only just begun, then thats on you.

I'll see you log on later, dude, you wont be an idiot i dont think. Make the right choice.

[Cognizant]

Ian, please don't.... I can't say more. Stop. Stop. Stop. Stop. Please...

[NotAvailable]

Ian , r u joking?!!
don't do that man!!!
u see how many person care about u ?!

I know & understand that you are in huge pain, i can't assume that i ever had all the chalenges u r having now ..... but please don't dissapoint all those who r loving, caring and want you to stay between them!!

believe me , come are living a long life and die without having half the love you have from the people , in your life an here in VT .

Stay strong Ian , Stay safe & Stay between us .

[emanual]

Did he do it?

[xXoblivionXx]

no, he came back online. Thank god :)

[Mortal Coil]

Ian, it has been a good amount of time since you posted this, and since you've come online since then I can only assume that you have seen some sense.
We care about you. All of us. And we want you to live because you are an amazing human being. You've been through hell, okay? And we all respect and understand that, but your life still has some happiness left for you. Please, please, please stay alive, darling.

[Thepolice5291]

IAN Please Don't, The world won't be the same without you,
You Could be a CEO or someone really important
You Might save someone's Life
YOU CAN do anything you like, I Know its hard now but things will get better
I thought they wouldn't but they did, I Even tried 2 times I'm Glad I didn't succeed, I Have helped many people and without me things would be different.
There will Be people who You Will help and you may not even know it
So Please Dont