She doesn't just like me, I'm a douche too.

[Nathan Numberless]

Anyways I am recieving pain flashbacks and waves of nagging depression after a small insignificant remark my friend made a couple days ago.

'Dude, you know she likes you, right?'

I knew this cute-ish girl from middle school who I've generally kept as a light friend, and after very little thought on that small phrase, I figure out in my socially inept mind that she likes me.

-Hugging and touching me at every oppertunity.
-standing very close during conversation.
-staring!
-calling me every week during the summer.

Not just that, now that I realize it I see all the great lengths she made to get my attention. I always thought of her as just a touchy-feely kind of girl but now I realize there was much more to it.
Help me?
-Can't call her; don't have her #.
-Can't FB her, Don't have computer.
-I go to a different high school.
-I also find myself intrested in her.

Please help, I'm running out of walls to leave fist shaped dents in.

[FreeFall]

The friend that pointed it out, can they help you? Do you have a yearbook from middle school or something with names from it? You can definitely find her again, someone's got to mutually know her.

[Nathan Numberless]

I'm not gonna ask her ex-bf for her number. (who she dated to try and make me jealous, now that I think about it)

We are facebook friends though, And I will be able to contact her after my laptop finishes getting serviced. I'm just worried that she's given up on me or something... I hope she calls me before then...

[FreeFall]

That friend was her ex? Awkward. Yes, good call don't do that.

Well good, there's contact. I thought you meant she more sort of vanished and you have to find her. I hope your laptop finishes soon and I hope she's still interested in you! By the way, you weren't a douchebag, just oblivious (: it's ok.

[Nathan Numberless]

Thanks for the help :)