I cant take it

[ChrisTheMist]

The same chore. The same things. Day in. Day out. for the past 3 years.

Morning.
Cut.
School.
Starve.
Cut.
School finished
Home.
Sit.
Cut.
Cut.
Cry.
Sleep.

Everyday. For the past fucking 3 years. I've grown to tired of everything with life. I dont really care about the people who love me. I'm just feeling like giving it all up. I'm getting help, But after 8 months, All i feel is worse. And I'm tired of it, The same rutine every day in and out. No happnies. What is it all worth then? If i have to go trough my life each day. for the past 3 years without ever feeling happy? What is it all worth then?

[Professional Russian]

Try to change that rutine. go out and find something else todo. there are alot of things todo. You have to talk to someone about. join a sport or a club and do something else. it will change your rutine so you wont be cutting so much which will hopefully make you feel better

[Mortal Coil]

Hey, I've been through everything that you're describing right here and understand where you're coming from. However, everyone has something that can help them recover. All you have to do is find that thing. For some, it's their religion. Or music. Or a sport, although we self harmers generally don't go for that kind of thing.

The fact of the matter is, you're really depressed. You have all this negativity in your life, these demons in your head, and they're taking over. So you need to fight back, and the way to do that is by finding a new coping method.
Like a sport.
A religion.
Something, anything that is not self-destructive.

If you ever need my help I'll be here to support you.
Good luck :hug:

[Matt_2012]

well said evil angel. I know for me just being with friends helped alot. and going to a ward but that shits fucked.