I have decided.

[Lyra Heartstrings]

I've cut. I'm not proud of it. But..I haven't spiraled into the pit that most cutters fall into. I'm not..that far. But I'm not going to let this overtake my life. I'm not going to..let myself hate myself. I'm going to stop before I truly start.
Now let's see how far I get.

[CyanideGoodnight]

I'm proud you realize that was bad and that you should get out. I hope you are able to escape. We're all here for you if you need any help. That first cut is always the most crucial. It's a testing ground. It either sucks you in. It may be really really hard to turn back now. I remember my first cut... it wasn't even intentional fully. I vowed not to do it again and next thing I knew I fell into the spiral. Please be careful, I know you can overcome it though.

[FullyAlive]

That's a good idea you don't want to do this for years you really don't.

Get distractions ready, stuff you like to do and things which will keep you occupied. (writing, drawing, singing, running, etc.). Then find a new way to cope, possibly talk to someone about how you've been feeling lately, a teacher, the school nurse maybe

[Juggalo_4-2-0]

im glad you are trying to get out before you fall all they way in :) its a pain to get out once youve fall into the bottemless pit

[Noirtier]

It's great that you want to stop before it's too late! Do your best to find ways to distract yourself, because those urges come oh so often... Try and find some new ways to deal with how you're feeling, whether that be physical activity, talking to someone, even writing or drawing, just some other way to deal with your emotions. I'm proud of you, that you are stopping before you fell into the pit that many people--including myself--do.