help please :'(

[Juggalo_4-2-0]

My mom found out that i cut again when she came down while i was asleep and she woke me up and just started yelling at me :/ she said that "i thought you grew out of that shit".... i cant stand being in this house anymore.. she eather yells or ignores me everytime she finds out :/ ive tried stopping and i just cant :/ i refuse to go back to the phycistrist or the hospital and shes threating to kick me out...i ouldnt care if she kicked me out if i had the mone saved already :/ i can live on my own with no problem but again no money :/ what sould i do :/

[Professional Russian]

IF she quit yelling at you about it would you stop cutting? if you could do that you should tell her. Tell her to stop yelling at you about cutting because shes causeing you to cut.

[Juggalo_4-2-0]

idk if i could stop i wouldnt be in this situation but i dont know why i cant..... im addicted to it when ever im depressed i cut and it all gets worse :/

[Professional Russian]

idk if i could stop i wouldnt be in this situation but i dont know why i cant..... im addicted to it when ever im depressed i cut and it all gets worse :/

Then Why are you depressed?

[Juggalo_4-2-0]

honestly idek like ill get depressed over nothing :/ for me everyday is a struggle becasue im always depressed but somedays i can handle it but sometimes it takes over

[Professional Russian]

Well if there is something depressing you you should talk to someone about it. geting it out will make you feel better

[Thecodfather]

Uh.. I think the only thing you can do is stop cutting, if I was you that would be my only option it'll be the only thing on my mind. I got that sometimes, sometimes you just get depressed over nothing; well most times it has a reason but I get the feeling.

I think you should talk to someone about what triggers you to get upset, a friend? I'd be glad to help out I have nothing better to do. But if I was you I'd try and stop those cutting urges, if you really have too try and find a way witch isn't so noticeable. You sound really stuck I hope you pull through.

[Juggalo_4-2-0]

ive talked to a few people but they jusst turned on me so i dont trust people with anything so :/ and ive tried stopping but made it about 1 or 2 years then compltly fucked up my wrists and uper aarms and then it all went down hill :/

[Professional Russian]

You need to talk to someone that you trust or psychiatrist they can help they can help you stop cutting. they can and will try their hardest to make your life better

[Juggalo_4-2-0]

You need to talk to someone that you trust or psychiatrist they can help they can help you stop cutting. they can and will try their hardest to make your life better

thats why my last one told me she thinks i dont want to stop and started talking to me like i was a kid and wasnt worth her time :/ lets say that didnt help ...

[Professional Russian]

the only way you can make yourself better(I think) is by talking to someone about it.

[SpasticatedPengiun]

Nothing is worth your life, I used to argue with my family so much I actually had suicidal thoughts and I was really close to cutting ulnar artery (the main vein in your forearm/hand) but then I thought, who's life will I ruin? My family's or just my own? So I stopped, I know that for different people its a different situation but keep in mind that someone always loves you, dont give up on life and live it to the fullest.

[Juggalo_4-2-0]

Nothing is worth your life, I used to argue with my family so much I actually had suicidal thoughts and I was really close to cutting ulnar artery (the main vein in your forearm/hand) but then I thought, who's life will I ruin? My family's or just my own? So I stopped, I know that for different people its a different situation but keep in mind that someone always loves you, dont give up on life and live it to the fullest.


im not having suicidl thoughts i just cant stop cutting

[XxNINJAxX]

The way I think of it is that I'm a glass everything that makes me sad goes into the glass if it overflows and touches the ground you cut so you need to avoid it and for people with depression something small can make the glass overflow so you need sink to get rid of the water, what I'm getting at is an outlet. My parents are on my case about self harm too and I want them to never bring it up or I want to do it. They make fun of me call me names and my dad hits me if he sees I have done it again. So what you should do is everything you've never done before, you're 18 so go skydiving! It's a great way to get the same sensation as cutting but different! I wish you luck.