My Story

[Thepolice5291]

Hey, I Am In emotional Pain At the moment And Wanted to type down what has happened and possibly know if this was abuse?
So Back in 2009, When i was 15 My father and I Argued over my school progress and other small things, I Remember coming home one day and being slammed against the wall and choked a little I would then be whacked on the stomach or back (I Never ended up with broken bones Only bruises), After That I couldnt take it so I started wagging School. My parents found out and Mum Would yell stuff and dad would grab me and slam me against the wall, I Felt pretty scared, 2 weeks later I grew sick of it and me and a mate Ran away from home, But dad found me and pushed me and my mate in the car and took him home at home I got Yelled at and got a few bruises on the stomach, I Just wanted to die I thought Up ways of how I could kill myself, I Tried to hang myself But the rope broke (No One found out) and then i tried to overdose on tablets but that didn't work.

In 2011 (aged 17) I thought everything was going fine, But i called mum something so He raged at me and Punched me in the face twice, My Side of the face was bleeding and I had a black eye, Once again I wagged to avoid questions from peers.

Recently (aged 18 now) It started 4 weeks ago again. mum and dad would call me things like "Loser", "You're gonna get nowhere in life", "No One cares about you", "You're friends are all dead shits and you're gonna end up on the dole", "God hates people like you", and some other things, It really hurt so I started Cutting myself, I Don't Know if I can Handle all this pain I have been through, I only have to last till January when I move out with mates.
It Hurts even more that my Parents Know I cut and they don't even care, Pretty sure nobody Cares.

Sorry for wasting your time

Just needed to get that off my chest

[Nathan Numberless]

Yes bro, you are being abused. Don't worry, you can move out in January so just wade it out until then :D

[Thepolice5291]

Ok, Thankyou, Yes Only about 4 months :)

[Breakeven]

hey luke :hug:

what your parents is doing and did is not okay ,i dont know why u didn't try to tell anyone or get help when you were younger but ur not alone , people care about you
everyone deserve a chance in life so do you , dont listen to what your parents says because its not true
u made it so far look how strong you are, keep thinking 4 months and ur free , u can have ur new start and a new life!

about the cutting , i really really hope u try not to do it
dont ruin ur skin for them , they are not even worth it and you are strong enough!
if u need someone im here for u

[Thepolice5291]

Hey, Thanks Breakeven, Its good to know I have people who care, I Will Try and Stay Strong, I will try and I Am Trying not to cut

[Breakeven]

Hey, Thanks Breakeven, Its good to know I have people who care, I Will Try and Stay Strong, I will try and I Am Trying not to cut

im proud of u :yes: and remember ur not alone in this

[Professional Russian]

Nobody Careing? well you sir are wrong. We(VT) Care very much. thats why we are here, to help you and everyone else like you. Now onto your problem. Yes it is abuse but the good thing you only need to wait till January to get out of there. Just try to stop self harming ti will be for the better but i hope everything gets better for you.

[Thepolice5291]

Thanks guys, I was planning my suicide earlier, But Then I looked on here and it helped, It helped to type things down

[Professional Russian]

Good Glad we helped. thats we are here

[Aajj333]

God bless

[Joshh97]

The only thing I can think too add is, your never wasting time, it always helps to tell someone in the long run

[StoneColdNicky]

Sounds rough, but try to look on the bright side - you've done well this far and don't have long to wait till you can get out on your own.

[West Coast Sheriff]

This is definitely abuse. You should try to move out before jan. but if you can't it's three more months. Stay strong buddy :D

[Thepolice5291]

Thanks Everyone, I Am trying and am looking for a job to support myself

[Thepolice5291]

Im Just Fucking SICK Of It, Again I Got Abused while family were in the other room Just because I was Listening to Music too Loud. I Can't wait till I Move out, Im would cut But I Threw out my razor, I Guess I Can Try Listening To Music that might work.

[STLACE]

[QUOTE=Thepolice5291;1931973]Hey, I Am In emotional Pain At the moment And Wanted to type down what has happened and possibly know if this was abuse?
So Back in 2009, When i was 15 My father and I Argued over my school progress and other small things, I Remember coming home one day and being slammed against the wall and choked a little I would then be whacked on the stomach or back (I Never ended up with broken bones Only bruises), After That I couldnt take it so I started wagging School. My parents found out and Mum Would yell stuff and dad would grab me and slam me against the wall, I Felt pretty scared, 2 weeks later I grew sick of it and me and a mate Ran away from home, But dad found me and pushed me and my mate in the car and took him home at home I got Yelled at and got a few bruises on the stomach, I Just wanted to die I thought Up ways of how I could kill myself, I Tried to hang myself But the rope broke (No One found out) and then i tried to overdose on tablets but that didn't work.

In 2011 (aged 17) I thought everything was going fine, But i called mum something so He raged at me and Punched me in the face twice, My Side of the face was bleeding and I had a black eye, Once again I wagged to avoid questions from peers.

Recently (aged 18 now) It started 4 weeks ago again. mum and dad would call me things like "Loser", "You're gonna get nowhere in life", "No One cares about you", "You're friends are all dead shits and you're gonna end up on the dole", "God hates people like you", and some other things, It really hurt so I started Cutting myself, I Don't Know if I can Handle all this pain I have been through, I only have to last till January when I move out with mates.
It Hurts even more that my Parents Know I cut and they don't even care, Pretty sure nobody Cares.

What do you mean... they mean by people like you? This is my first time in this section. I hate parents like yours. Just don't know the certain circumstances. All the best.

[Thepolice5291]

thanks STLACE