I'm going insane for real now aren't I?

[Jimmy Page]

I know I joke a lot about being insane and all that stuff,but now I really think I have fallen off the cliff....

I see people nearly all the time,people that try to kill me or make me kill myself,I hear voices inside my head that tells me the same as the people I see,that I'm a bad person and suggestions on how to kill myself
I'm constantly paranoid,and honestly believe that there are people eavesdropping on my calls,looking at my texts,reading what I'm writing right now...
I even think my psychologist in here is going to kill me in my sleep
I can't take this,I don't want to be insane :(
FUCK

[Professional Russian]

Ian You need to talk to your doctor about this. no matter what think he/she will do to you you need to talk he/she it will be for your own good.

[Gigablue]

You need to see a doctor ASAP. Talk to your family doctor as soon as you can. They will probably send you to a psychiatrist. Many of the symptoms you described are very serious and require immediate treatment.

[Professional Russian]

Oh yes and i forgot. Please Talk to your doctor we dont you to do anything wrong. we do like talking to you and chat wouldnt be the same with out you. PLease talk to your doctor, Please

[DerBear]

I hate to say what everyone else has already said however. You need to seek professional advice if not for your own safety but for others because seriously this must be eating you up constantly inside and it just isn't right.

From what I have seen you don't share much with in real life people. However this is something in which I strongly recommend speaking to a professional about because you admit you are unstable.

You don't have a choice in the matter of being sane or insane but you can take the first step by seeking professional help on the matter.

I wish you the best of luck and I hope and want to see you start recovering.

[Jimmy Page]

I have followed your advice and talked to my psychologist about it,and after some tests they have concluded with that I either have psychosis or schizophrenia

[Mortal Coil]

Aww Ian :hug: Life just keeps hitting you hard, doesn't it? I'm so sorry to hear about this. But remember, a diagnosis means you can get treatment. You can recover, and you deserve to, and you can. Good luck.

[DerBear]

I have followed your advice and talked to my psychologist about it,and after some tests they have concluded with that I either have psychosis or schizophrenia

Ian I honestly don't know what to say.

I am sorry to hear that you are going through this. I can only offer support in that if you ever want to talk to me then feel free to PM me and don't hesitate to make threads as Virtual Teen will always be here to support you.

I hope things do get better for you. I really do because you seem like such a nice person and sadly it seems always the nice people get hit with the worst things :(

[Abyssal Echo]

Ian I honestly don't know what to say.

I am sorry to hear that you are going through this. I can only offer support in that if you ever want to talk to me then feel free to PM me and don't hesitate to make threads as Virtual Teen will always be here to support you.

I hope things do get better for you. I really do because you seem like such a nice person and sadly it seems always the nice people get hit with the worst things :(

Have to Agree with Silver Assassin Ian has been thru some serious shit but is still an awsome dude !