LoveMe_HateMe
September 9th, 2012, 06:02 PM
Wasn't sure whether to put this in here or the Depression, Loss and Grief bit...
I have urges. Again. I don't know how I'm going to get through the night. Girlfriend seems to be in a mood with me and I have no idea why.
I never seem to be able to do anything right. At all.
I have no friends. Yeah, okay I have "mates" but no one that I can really turn to.
I'm so isolated at college, work and even feel it at home.
I'm, just fat and ugly with no self confidence what so ever.
I want to see the blood. Blood is pretty...
Really messed up at the minute.
Sorry for the pointless post. Don't even know what I'm asking for.
I don't know who I am anymore. Today was, I don't know, I didn't feel like me, feel like I was in control. If that makes sense.
Urgh. My head's all over the place. Need some sleep but I'm too scared to go to sleep.
I have urges. Again. I don't know how I'm going to get through the night. Girlfriend seems to be in a mood with me and I have no idea why.
I never seem to be able to do anything right. At all.
I have no friends. Yeah, okay I have "mates" but no one that I can really turn to.
I'm so isolated at college, work and even feel it at home.
I'm, just fat and ugly with no self confidence what so ever.
I want to see the blood. Blood is pretty...
Really messed up at the minute.
Sorry for the pointless post. Don't even know what I'm asking for.
I don't know who I am anymore. Today was, I don't know, I didn't feel like me, feel like I was in control. If that makes sense.
Urgh. My head's all over the place. Need some sleep but I'm too scared to go to sleep.