Its killing me!

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

The depression is just getting worse... stress, my girlfriend is stressed outta her mind about school and I cant do anything to help her, it just adds to it. I hate myself more every freaking day and just more and more... I just feel like total sh** and Ive gotten into cutting again... I really do not know what to do at all. I feel like when I try to be happy it goes to hell.

[xXoblivionXx]

Kurdt, I know it's hard, I know it hurts but please please try stay strong for you and for your girlfriend. Try to stay positive it helps, it's harder but it helps. You need to tell yourself that you are amazing because you are. As for the cutting, it only makes things worse, please try to stop. Trying is the only way out.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

I try to so much! I always try to be positive but being so I feel like everything goes to hell if I am... I dont feel amazing in anyway and Ive tried to stop! :( Im sorry

[CyanideGoodnight]

Don't be sorry for how you feel.

You were diagnosed with depression, did anyone prescribe you with any form of medication at all?

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Not yet, my therapist says we need to talk about stuff before deciding what to do.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Don't be sorry for how you feel.

You were diagnosed with depression, did anyone prescribe you with any form of medication at all?

Some depression pills might help
Remember u can always talk to me

[CyanideGoodnight]

Ok...

And as I've told you and will tell you just keep trying to stop, you're gonna fall lots, just don't give into it. Everytime you get an urge I want you to insult and belittle the urge! That method actually helped me tons. I'd insult it's mother and call it a fat bum and then I'd feel better, so yea

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

I know... :/

[Nathan Numberless]

You don't have to act positive... just think positive thoughts. That can't be bad, can it?

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

I try to do both... I think... Im not sure, I just try to be positive and happy and talk like it but I normally dont smile.