Relapse-poem

[survivor]

Today I relapsed, after months without cutting I relapsed. I wrote this a few hours before


Relapse

I miss the cold, I miss the heat
I miss the adrenaline, I miss the rush
A sleek red line across my skin
A bubble formed of red liquid
I miss the sting, the pain, the calm
Not wondering what I did wrong

I want it back, I want it gone
I want my skin, I want my scars
Razor blades I miss, I miss
The deathly razor blade’s kiss
I want the pain, I want the panic
I miss my life being titanic

Should I do it, Should I not
One year now, or One year gone
A silvery kiss of a blade
Down my arm the blood Cascades
I want the sting, the pain, the calm
I need a line across my palm

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Its... So descriptive! I love it really! Im sorry about you relapsing though :(

[survivor]

Thanks. I write when I'm stressed

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Youre welcome... I will do that too or if I got something bugging me as mine explain. :P

[bigfoot]

thats good jess... no. its a great wonderful poem. sorry about the relapse :/

[Mob Boss]

That's really good, and I like the unique rhyme scheme it has.

[Breakeven]

i like it :D

[survivor]

Thanks... I don't know why but my best poetry is about whats fucked in my life

[xDarkAngelx]

Wow, love the poem Jess. Great job!

[Fiction]

Genuinely beautiful :)

[IrishLad99]

Truly amazing.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Beautiful poem,
Give URSELF a huge pat on the back