lonely:/

[InfinantSilence]

There is honestly no point to this thread. Only me aimlessly mummering on about my lonely ass life. So I have only two gay friends. And one doesn't even live on this side of the world. Let alone in this country. And i almost never talk to the other. So here I am sitting/lieing on my couch in a semi depresed state, with all these emotions and feelings, and no one to talk to that knows what I'm going through. I mean, It's hard being a closeted gay in the south. You try it! I swear, I will implode one day if i cant talk to someone. urggghhhh. I feel like running up to the next person i see and be like, I'm gay bitch!!! Whatcha' gonna do about it!!!???!!!!?! This concludes my pointless mummers.

[joshstar]

im a closet gay/bi i want 2 tell every 1 but i cant but me and some friends at sleepovers wank and suck eachother off but there all very striaght and they think i am to iv got friends but im still so very alone

[Haleyzmont]

Well i live in ottawa which is a very gay place but i haven't met anyone else lesbian yet and i feel like i cant talk to my friends because they wont understand and so i sit at home waiting to meet someone else lesbian so i can share feelings and they would understand. everyone on VT is so nice and alot are also lesbian and gay but its not the same because i cant talk to them in person and im also so lonely.

[Syvelocin]

I'm an out lesbian in the south :3 Atlanta's not so bad though, for that at least.

I was and still am head over heals in love with a friend I left behind when I moved out here though, and the Atlantic Ocean stands in the way of all my abandoned fantasies. I know how that feels. I also know how absolutely pointless it can seem right now. You're very limited right now but while the pond is smaller there's still a fish for you. He'll just take a little longer to find.

[Asiandude]

its ok im bi and live in the south too but you just gotta live life hmu some time

[Danny_boi 16]

There is honestly no point to this thread. Only me aimlessly mummering on about my lonely ass life. So I have only two gay friends. And one doesn't even live on this side of the world. Let alone in this country. And i almost never talk to the other. So here I am sitting/lieing on my couch in a semi depresed state, with all these emotions and feelings, and no one to talk to that knows what I'm going through. I mean, It's hard being a closeted gay in the south. You try it! I swear, I will implode one day if i cant talk to someone. urggghhhh. I feel like running up to the next person i see and be like, I'm gay bitch!!! Whatcha' gonna do about it!!!???!!!!?! This concludes my pointless mummers.

I'm bi in the southwest, but not the south. but own who your are :D

[Lucky_socks]

I'm kinda in the same situation. I live in NC, and I don't know anybody in my grade who is actually gay. I know there's a few bisexual people who have a crowd of friends that would probably be accepting, but I'm not sure how I would get into that crowd. I have some close friends that would probably be accepting, and some that probably wouldn't, but I don't see how I could actually talk out my sexuality with them.

I did have a straight/bi friend who lives in Canada that I talked to for quite a bit. However we are no longer talking. It's a shame because I really liked him, and I never got the chance to tell him. We really got along on the subject. I hope I'll be able to find some gay friends in real life, and I hope the same happens for you OP.

Do you feel like you would be oppressed if you came out? While my parents and most people around me are conservative, they aren't really dedicated to religion or anything. I've never been raised in an atmosphere of homophobia (racism was always more prevalent than homophobia, but I live past both problems), but I know that it exists around me and around the world. I don't really face an atmosphere of total rejection, but I do think things will be awkward. And that I won't have many people to confide in. I'll lose some friends, and I might be at risk of getting harassed or beaten up by a few people (not sure who, but there's probably a group like that at my school).

As for my parents... I'm not sure if they would accept me. My mom has always been my "closest" parent, but I think my dad would be more accepting. My mom has made a lot more homophobic remarks. My sister is even worse though. I'm not sure if she'd even want to see me after I came out. She love me a lot and I'd hope she'd not let that be taken over... but I don't know. Then there's the issue with my grandparents, my church. Even if they love me and accept me, what I am is considered "fundamentally wrong" to them. They lived their whole lives in a society where it was rarely accepted, and I'm not sure how they would react to someone so close to them being gay. I do think I would come out to a few close friends, then my parents.

What about you Taylor? Is it the same with your family? I hope you'll find someone to confide in. You can always hit me up as well. :)

[InfinantSilence]

Oh fuck. Reading the post above me, made me realize how rejected i would be:( My mom would mnost likely except me but the subject would be very akward for a long time. I don't know about my dad. He allways said if any of his children were gay he would beat it out of us. So yeah. My grandma would probably accept me. She would treat me differently for sure, but eventually she would all but forgat about it. My other grand parrents wouldnt really give a shit. My sister is also somewhat homophobic. But i don't think she would wright me off. Most if not all of my guy friends ( not that i have many) would completly stop associating with me. They would probably start bullying me aswell. My female friends wouldnt start asking me for fashion advice or anything. But they wouldn't stop associating with me. They would probably just keep thinking of me as taylor. I would probably be more alone if i came out than now. I do plan on comming out just not for a while. As of now there are absolutely NO out people in my school:(

[harrya54]

im a closet gay/bi i want 2 tell every 1 but i cant but me and some friends at sleepovers wank and suck eachother off but there all very striaght and they think i am to iv got friends but im still so very alone

are poor u joshstar