I can't handle this

[Megson]

Returning to school just throws all the pain and frustration right in my face again. I spent all summer forgetting the stress, anxiety, fear, and loneliness, and it all came rushing back today.

I have no friends. This isn't just me whining, either. I literally have no friends. All my friends from last year act like I don't exist anymore, and now I'm beginning to wonder if I was only fooling myself in believing they ever actually liked me at all.
My best friend moved to Florida. My other best friend moved to Washington state. I'm all alone now.

I feel like I'm going to fall behind now since I'm in Algebra 2. I'm terrible at it, and I struggle with the most basic concepts in Algebra, and that class has never failed to make me feel like I'm kidding myself in my dream to achieve an Honor's diploma.

I need my razor. I need to cut. It's the only thing that helps me get through the day without breaking down sometimes... I'm done trying to quit, because it isn't worth it.

[Keyson]

Seems like you have already quit. If you're having such trouble with the class then talk to the teacher. They are there to help you. ^_^

As for your friends. I've been there. I've been through it and I've gotten over it.
Where exactly are you getting all these terrible feelings from? If they weren't there during the summer, why did they all of a sudden come back? Is there something at school, besides having your 'friends' ignore you? Are you sure they are ignoring you? Have you tried to hang out with them?

--Please do not post in red font.-Lexi--

[LoveMe_HateMe]

Hunnie, I know exactly how you feel. Starting back to college tomorrow and last year I made no friends, yeah there were a couple of people I talked to but it wasn't the kind of friendship where you'd see them outside of college times.

Last year it got to the point where I'd be cutting everyday and I only just managed not to do it at college because I didn't want to get into the habit.

Not even sure what my point is to be honest, just know that you're not alone.