Not interested in Sex

[Laserturtle]

in contrast to the majority of things pinned to this forum, I DON'T want to have sex. I see girls occasionally attracted to me, and I have a proper set of assets, but since about the summer of 7th grade, I haven't been much interested. It just seems vaguely wrong. Of course, I was always a strange person. I grew up in the SouthEastern United States, and never got a "Grass-is-Greener" attitude about as did so many of my peers. When I was in Elementary school, I had four different streams of conscience, and now I live in lingering fear of losing everything I've learned in a sudden fashion, and worse, without realizing it.

My theory about my loss of interest was that I sort of ODed on sexuality. Over that summer, I had not found a purpose really, and simply wanked and played video games in a desperate attempt to feel something. I had started doing it an entire 9 times a day, but have since ceased. I had similar internal struggles since the first or second grade, and have never once felt truely free, as if a weight perpetually rests in my mind, to drag forever. It's gotten slightly better since I stopped playing Video Games (7th Grade) and watching TV (5th grade), but I'm usually pretty nervous, frequently because I feel perpetually desperate for respect that cannot seem to be attained.

So, can you relate?

[Gazmo]

i dont think its strange, just different, and tbh i have a lot of respect for you becuase of that

[Desuetude]

Being asexual is normal, any sexuality is 'normal' it might not be so common as being heterosexual or homosexual but there's nothing weird or wrong about it.

You be the person you feel most comfortable as, it's not like you can change how you feel. There's nothing strange about it. I know a few asexual people on the forums and you can still relate and get attached to others emotionally. Just not everything has to be about sex and more people should realise that.

[Laserturtle]

aw thanks :) so far the first place anyone ever told me it was unhealthy :P

[Desuetude]

There's nothing unhealthy about it, do people not understand that you can't choose how you feel? You can be fine being asexual, don't listen to people that hate on you for it.