SmexiLexie510
August 30th, 2012, 07:14 AM
I need to be free
Do you ever just need to get away? To get out of everything, of anything and anyone? Do you ever feel that? I do. I need to be out, feeling the air all around me, feeling the space in which I can be free, feeling the ground under my feet that is not carpet or tiles, that is not pathway or the grass of my garden, that is just ground, ground that hundreds of thousands of people have walked, ran and jumped across. I need that feeling of freeness; I need it, like nothing else. It makes me who I am. I need blue skies not obscured by buildings, I need green grass not covered over by concrete, I need people that are not marred by the fact that I know their personalities, backgrounds, even their names. I need air that is not tainted by the silence that hangs; I need to be alone, totally alone, rid of the thoughts and emotions that take me over, control me, haunt me. I need a life where it really is a new beginning, with space and freedom. Freedom to see the rolling sea and scattered sands on a cold morning where the whole day stretches out, that’s not broken nor ruined; I need to see my old life in the distance, and be able to turn and walk away from it, into a new life, a new experience, full of mistakes that I haven’t yet made. I need that, more than anything.
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What do you think? Any comments appreciated! :yes:
Do you ever just need to get away? To get out of everything, of anything and anyone? Do you ever feel that? I do. I need to be out, feeling the air all around me, feeling the space in which I can be free, feeling the ground under my feet that is not carpet or tiles, that is not pathway or the grass of my garden, that is just ground, ground that hundreds of thousands of people have walked, ran and jumped across. I need that feeling of freeness; I need it, like nothing else. It makes me who I am. I need blue skies not obscured by buildings, I need green grass not covered over by concrete, I need people that are not marred by the fact that I know their personalities, backgrounds, even their names. I need air that is not tainted by the silence that hangs; I need to be alone, totally alone, rid of the thoughts and emotions that take me over, control me, haunt me. I need a life where it really is a new beginning, with space and freedom. Freedom to see the rolling sea and scattered sands on a cold morning where the whole day stretches out, that’s not broken nor ruined; I need to see my old life in the distance, and be able to turn and walk away from it, into a new life, a new experience, full of mistakes that I haven’t yet made. I need that, more than anything.
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What do you think? Any comments appreciated! :yes: