Think I'm turning a little insane..?

[Immortal Love]

I have a question. My boyfriend and I broke up this last Saturday, and it really upset me, because he did it since I was having a very bad "Mental" day. Tried committing suicide..again. So yesterday I made a video, pointed at him, and I think it really showed a insane side of me, and may be a little frightening if you really think about my secret intentions, at he may want to be careful or I may hurt him. Here's a link, please tell me your opinions.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PRaiMTWzF-0&feature=plcp

[Nathan Numberless]

Could be.... I would eat with a butter knife from now on if I were you. Sorry, couldn't watch the vid, but I'm pretty sure that you're just crying for his attention. As for whatever crazy stuff you said in the video... We all have insane secrets like that. I don't tell anybody this... but I make sure a girl cries for at least a week when I break up with her... it feels so... strangely amusing :eek:

[Immortal Love]

I didn't actually say anything. It was in a sense like a music video. With pictures, just from google to fit the words. Mad World by Gary Jules. I personally get joy from watching what I've made. but thank you~

[SmexiLexie510]

I watched the video and I think it was a pretty 'normal' video for someone who had just split up with someone and had tried to commit suicide. It wasn't particularly disturbing, considering your situation. I don't think you're going insane, just that you may need some help in dealing with these emotions. here if you need to talk x

[Gandalf]

I have a question. My boyfriend and I broke up this last Saturday, and it really upset me, because he did it since I was having a very bad "Mental" day. Tried committing suicide..again. So yesterday I made a video, pointed at him, and I think it really showed a insane side of me, and may be a little frightening if you really think about my secret intentions, at he may want to be careful or I may hurt him. Here's a link, please tell me your opinions.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PRaiMTWzF-0&feature=plcp

I was in a relationship with somebody who regurlarly self harmed and I can see both sides.
No person should be in a relationship where there is fear of violence (towards whoever), In my relationship I had to be so careful what I did and said, so far to a point where felt trapped and uncomfortable around her, that is where it goes wrong. Maybe your ex felt something similar, I don't know but that's my opinion.

You feel like using violence on him and yourself, but is it fair to him if he thought the relationship was unhealthy? Just give each other space and see what happens :)


EDIT: I don't know why you broke up but surely you can forgive him?

[Nathan Numberless]

Girls that cut themselves scare me. At any point I piss them off and they might turn that box cutter on me! After that there's another skeleton in my closet!! I know that people who self-harm aren't typically violent... it's just their [bad] way of letting out emotions. But when you see a girl walking around with matches or a knife... you don't see to many guys trying to get her #. You know what I'm saying? Some people just donno how to deal with a partner who self-harms.

[SmexiLexie510]

Girls that cut themselves scare me. At any point I piss them off and they might turn that box cutter on me! After that there's another skeleton in my closet!! I know that people who self-harm aren't typically violent... it's just their [bad] way of letting out emotions. But when you see a girl walking around with matches or a knife... you don't see to many guys trying to get her #. You know what I'm saying? Some people just donno how to deal with a partner who self-harms.

I understand what you're saying but I think it's unfair to say that no girl that self harms will ever be wanted by guys. Some people don't know how to deal with it and that's a shame because all self harmers need support. But labeling them as people that are going to turn around and hurt you if you anger them, is wholly insensitive and incorrect. Self harmers anger is directed at themselves, (hurting themselves not others).

It is a shame most guys aren't capable of caring for and loving and supporting a 'cutter'... they need love, not people stepping back from them. I know someday a boy will be found that will step forward and desperately try to help not run away.

Sorry if this sounds harsh, just wanted to get the point across

[Nathan Numberless]

Thanks, what you said is correct. It doesn't sound harsh. It gets the point across- I'm still pissed about these scars that my friend's girlfriend gave me. If it wasn't for him that b**** would be wheelin' around in a chair. AND I HOPE SHE READS THIS >:/

I'm just not the understanding nice kinda guy if you've noticed :P

No more off-topic posts now.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

I understand what you're saying but I think it's unfair to say that no girl that self harms will ever be wanted by guys. Some people don't know how to deal with it and that's a shame because all self harmers need support. But labeling them as people that are going to turn around and hurt you if you anger them, is wholly insensitive and incorrect. Self harmers anger is directed at themselves, (hurting themselves not others).

It is a shame most guys aren't capable of caring for and loving and supporting a 'cutter'... they need love, not people stepping back from them. I know someday a boy will be found that will step forward and desperately try to help not run away.

Sorry if this sounds harsh, just wanted to get the point across
Very true, Lexie! Im a guy and I cut but my girlfriend wont leave me... We love each other more than anything. Just for the guys that wouldnt date a girl just because she cuts seems selfish. Cause like Lexie said, they need love, they need someone to be there for them!

[PinkFloyd]

No, You're not insane. I thought it was a perfectly normal video to make after such a bad experience. That being a break up. In a way i thought some of the pictures were beautiful. Please... don't commit suicide. I'm sure that there are people that want you around. If they're not relitaves or friends than they're people like me.

[bigfoot]

Girls that cut themselves scare me. At any point I piss them off and they might turn that box cutter on me! After that there's another skeleton in my closet!! I know that people who self-harm aren't typically violent... it's just their [bad] way of letting out emotions. But when you see a girl walking around with matches or a knife... you don't see to many guys trying to get her #. You know what I'm saying? Some people just donno how to deal with a partner who self-harms.

i personally would prefer a girl who self-harms. mainly because i'm a self harmer and i would like someone who understands. i'm not angry or anything when i cut and i would never hurt anybody else. why would she walk around carrying a knife anyway? i would never give away the slightest idea that i cut, there's too much shame behind it.