Multi Personality Disorder?

[AwkwardTurtle22]

I don't know. If I had it that would explain a lot but I don't know if I do. There are two me(s) one of them is depressed and constantly suicidal and the other is lost but has potential and hope, living a normal life. I mean out of nowhere I get depressed and suicidal, usually after a panic attack. Then later I go back to normal. What's wrong with me?!?

[Mortal Coil]

Nothing is wrong with you. It sounds like you have depression, possibly atypical depression (where you can enjoy life for a little bit, but the depression always comes back). Panic attacks would be a very reasonable trigger for a depressed state.

I'm not trying to belittle your problems at all here, so please don't take this the wrong way, but you should also remember that when we go through puberty we do get ridiculously hormonal and that can cause crazy mood swings. Of course, if you're suicidal it's more than that, but the hormones may be a contributing factor.

I hope everything goes okay for you :hug: You aren't crazy though.

[Gigablue]

You probably don't have multiple personality disorder. One of the symptoms of multiple personality disorder is amnesia. People with it have no recollection of the other personality. The fact that you can remember both says you probably don't have multiple personality disorder.

You probably have some type of depression. You should see your doctor or a psychiatrist. The sooner you go, the sooner you can get treatment.