SmexiLexie510
August 29th, 2012, 04:11 PM
Just cut out all my butterflies (the butterfly project) and I had a total of seven, one on each thigh, one on each lower leg, one on each wrist, then one on my upper arm. Crossed and cut until I couldn't see the butterflies any more. I feel sick. And ashamed. I stopped for the longest time in like five years, and ruined it. It is worse with the butterflies for me because I already feel like I'm letting my family down, but it's worse when you can see the cuts across the butterfly that you've named after them, for them, makes the disappointment more real. I am in serious pain with the cuts because I used a type of green permanent marker then cut over it so some of the ink got into the cuts etc and some of the skin with ink on it got mixed up with all the cuts- they're hard to clean. Sorry if this is too much information etc, I'm just letting it all out, as much as I can anyway. I don't know what I expect really. I just needed to tell someone