Suicidal... But not.

[LoveMe_HateMe]

I know that doesn't make much sense... But neither is my head at the minute. I don't feel as low as I normally do... I mean I feel better than I do, not good, but not as low as usual. It's confusing me that I feel REALLY suicidal, more so than normal.

I don't know what I'm doing at the minute, just seem to be in a daze...

Just feel so lost.

[Harley Quinn]

Sometimes it's better not to question what we're feeling, but instead to just go with it. That sounds dangerous to you I know, but, I know for a fact they won't kill you. No matter how much you think they will. You don't have to feel low to consider suicide, but most of the time people don't act on it. I personally don't think you will either. Just let your feelings take you were they take you, if you don't like their course, change it. You have the power and control to do these things, only you are controlling your life at this moment. If you want to fight it, you can fight it, you just don't realise it yet.

[AwkwardTurtle22]

just try to stay calm and breathe. It helps me when I'm at a low. Just try to clear your mind.

[West Coast Sheriff]

just try to stay calm and breathe. It helps me when I'm at a low. Just try to clear your mind.

Just try 2 remember evrey thing will get better

[Mortal Coil]

I know what you mean; sometimes I get it too. The good news is that it will pass. Just get through it, and then you can get over this bout of... suicidal manic, I guess (?)

[Gazmo]

i know what you mean, and i know its confusing but you just have to let yourself feel that way, as long as you dont act on your thoughts, and it'll pass eventually. try and keep yourself busy too

[Machinegun]

When I was 15-17 I used to feel like that .now that I'm 19 I'm happy that I didn't kill/hurt my self. I think when you are having a bad time you have to think there's gonna be a good time later

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[LoveMe_HateMe]

Sometimes it's better not to question what we're feeling, but instead to just go with it. That sounds dangerous to you I know, but, I know for a fact they won't kill you. No matter how much you think they will. You don't have to feel low to consider suicide, but most of the time people don't act on it. I personally don't think you will either. Just let your feelings take you were they take you, if you don't like their course, change it. You have the power and control to do these things, only you are controlling your life at this moment. If you want to fight it, you can fight it, you just don't realise it yet.

I get what you're saying but letting my feelings take me wherever, scares me and I don't like the out of control feeling that they give me, I guess I'm a bit of a control freak when it comes to that. I can't let myself go, too scared of what the repercussions of that could be.

And I don't know if I want to fight it - as bad as that sounds. I'm tired of fighting.

just try to stay calm and breathe. It helps me when I'm at a low. Just try to clear your mind.

Clearing my mind never really works. and neither does distracting myself - I just end up getting more frustrated...

Just try 2 remember evrey thing will get better

But will it? I can't see it.

I know what you mean; sometimes I get it too. The good news is that it will pass. Just get through it, and then you can get over this bout of... suicidal manic, I guess (?)

But will it? I can't see the light at the end of tunnel. I can't see how I'm going to get through this. I've been suicidal for ages, just not admitted it to myself until recently. I'm just at a loss as to what to do.

i know what you mean, and i know its confusing but you just have to let yourself feel that way, as long as you dont act on your thoughts, and it'll pass eventually. try and keep yourself busy too

I don't think I have the strength to go though with it... Kinda. Keeping myself busy never works, tried the gym, reading, writing, drawing and I just get frustrated with myself, so I give up.

When I was 15-17 I used to feel like that .now that I'm 19 I'm happy that I didn't kill/hurt my self. I think when you are having a bad time you have to think there's gonna be a good time later

But I can't see the good times, I always think the worst of the situation.

Suicidal is never a solution,

I know.

[orchid98]

just hold on for a little while more. go find a life raft before its too late::P