Rip :/

[Gazmo]

a month and a half ago i lost my friend to cancer.
we were'nt best friends or anything but we were pretty close, we helped eachother through a lot, and she was honestly the nicest person ive ever met.
when she told me she had cancer, she said 'dont worry though, i just want to make sure your ok'
she was so damn caring, i just cant believe shes gone and she was only 17.
when i found out it didnt sink in untill after a few weeks where i just broke down, but yet it still doesnt seem real. i check my facebook and expect to see a message from her, or walk around town hoping ill bump into her, even though i wont. i just cant comprehend that i will never talk to her again...

I just miss her

[StoppingTime]

People handle death and loss in different ways. It is normal to miss her and want to be with her again; most people feel like that after they lose someone who is somewhat close to them. I get what you're saying. It just seems kind of hard to believe, you won't speak to her again, or be with her.
But there is no reason to stay in the past. Of course, you have to move on with your life. Don't forget her, or the times and memories you two had together. This usually become easier as time goes on (hence the common cliche, "Time heals all wounds" which is not true), but in this case, I think it is. You loved her; you still love her, and that won't change. Don't let that feeling take you over, and you'll be fine in the long run.

[Mirage]

I'm so sorry. I lost my grandmother to cancer too, it hurts. I miss her a lot but just know your friend will always be there in your heart.

[Klaw]

Well i am so sorry to hear that and that is terrible to lose a friend who you were close to but i know it must be hard but i know that people can get over it

[Mortal Coil]

Losing someone close to you is a huge blow. It's terrible, especially when they were young. But it is important to remember that your friend would have wanted you to live your life happily, and not dwell like that. Her life is over, and it is fine to respect her memory, but your life is still going. So live it, and don't be afraid to enjoy it <3

[PinkFloyd]

I am genuinely sorry for your loss. She would want you to remember her but not mourn over her for the rest of your life, systematically making it a living hell. My point is that you need to find a special corner in your mind to remember her but also move on, and meet new people.

Again, I am so sorry. - Rob

[Gazmo]

thankyou guys :/ im just gonna live my life as she would of wanted