Antagonist
August 21st, 2012, 07:26 PM
This may be a bit confusing, so heads up.
So I've liked guys and girls my entire life. I liked girls more as a child, and before middle school. But know that I've had the chance to experience guys and basically be a manwhore with guys, the tables have turned.
I cannot think about being married to a girl. I want to raise a family with a guy. I love guys, they're easier to understand, and I'm happier around them when I'm in a relationship or flirting with one.
Girls are nice. Sure, yeah. I just... I'm more sexually attracted to them than emotionally. Maybe not even that. I suck with girl relationships, anywas. I can't understand them. I can understand guys perfectly, since I am one. I just... Live guys.
But here's the kicker; I've already came out as gay, then bi. Gay because I couldn't get a girlfriend, and guys were filled in my head. Bi afterwards, because I met this girl that I absolutely fell for. But I started getting feelings for an old guy crush three months into the relationship.
Am I gay? Am I bi? I just know I like guys....
So I've liked guys and girls my entire life. I liked girls more as a child, and before middle school. But know that I've had the chance to experience guys and basically be a manwhore with guys, the tables have turned.
I cannot think about being married to a girl. I want to raise a family with a guy. I love guys, they're easier to understand, and I'm happier around them when I'm in a relationship or flirting with one.
Girls are nice. Sure, yeah. I just... I'm more sexually attracted to them than emotionally. Maybe not even that. I suck with girl relationships, anywas. I can't understand them. I can understand guys perfectly, since I am one. I just... Live guys.
But here's the kicker; I've already came out as gay, then bi. Gay because I couldn't get a girlfriend, and guys were filled in my head. Bi afterwards, because I met this girl that I absolutely fell for. But I started getting feelings for an old guy crush three months into the relationship.
Am I gay? Am I bi? I just know I like guys....